So first time in pretty long time had an early start I mean I need catch train at 8 so needed leave house just after 7. Feel like have been going in lazy side in geting up duno y just feels like it like I dnt do anything specialy for uni stuff that’s like out of question to even consider doing it lol feels like its getting better tho was sitting on bed last night thinking I feel like I could do something lol that’s just craZy isn’t it ? Cudnt even stick my lashes on properly today 1 feels like falling of already and did I bring a mirror to fix it ? No so have to walk around like little weirdo that I am till get to lincoln .the joys

So this is first monday blog and in mondays I gona sugest activity of the week and talk mor about it . So this time its sumo squats to make them legs all nice for the bikini season duno how its for u but I feel very down the hill about my legs I never ever going around with just short shorts on or skirt thights are always on to sqeese them fats together to at least make them more presentable without wobling and stuff. So chosed squats for the activity of the week which I will be dobling for my everyday rutine . I’m doing this because it is finaly time to get a bikini on this summer so be working my ass of literary to make it as good as I can and blog about it so if I fail I’d be ashamed lol

So my lovely glossy box for april consisted of a-derma intense repair lip balm really nice smooth texture without any sent at all no funky burny feel or anything on my super dry lips and it came if full siz 15ml bottle too so pretty pleased well happy about this as my skin is over all really dry I find things like this always in good use . Next we have nip+ fab dry skin fix body butter in mango . Must say never been a fan of mango not for eating drinking or rubing on me lol so super big chance of me pasing this on to some1 who well likes mangos lol . Next absolutely lovely thing that I’m most happy about is this yves rocher france perfume so elixir its one of them mini bottles that I so beyondly love and oh the sent of it is just heaven like sweet and lovely and I’d say really girly. But feel like this be more for my shelf than using as I kind of hav started collected cute little bottles . seemed pretty cheep to for big bottle too as its like 44pound for 50 ml bottles so I’m actualy considering getting some . Next 2 products are so nt for me that its just crazy lol 1 is sleek make up blush in flamingo and other is essie nail lacquer in 21 flawless well its all too pink for me and dnt use blushers as my face is red as it is lol . Sorry for no vid this time just didn’t had time for it

So as had lovely hour in train it gave me bit time to sort what I’m doing about bloging and stuff and finaly get into it as it ment be at first place lol this time no excuses cos can simply do it from my phone which is simply fab 🙂 so mondays be my sports activity and mesiring days just to keep track and be a shamed if I get chuby lol tuesdays be just update day about what am up to towards working my carrier upwards and maybe a quick drawing blog . Wednesdays be just little crafts days thurstdays be looking good days kind of a beauty blog thing fridays just a drawing or making day satdays will be about the weirdness of the world and freaky subjects . And finaly on sundays ill hav little craft and a good thing of the week just to keep it positive . Ill try do vids too so its kind more exiting and gets me out there a bit more . But overall still gona be ramblig tru the day about things happening .

Its great to arive in ur studio space and see that some1 have been interupting with ur work haf the shelfs fallen off and a broken pot well pissed off as per usual can not stand my course mates as no1 asks to barrow stuf just takes it as its theirs and my tutors still fing wonders why I dnt spend time here . It be just idiotic if I would . Thank god almost end of year and I won’t see anyone till september thank god. This totaly nt helping with my mind.

Its great to arive in ur studio space and see that some1 have been interupting with ur work haf the shelfs fallen off and a broken pot well pissed off as per usual can not stand my course mates as no1 asks to barrow stuf just takes it as its theirs and my tutors still fing wonders why I dnt spend time here . It be just idiotic if I would . Thank god almost end of year and I won’t see anyone till september thank god. This totaly nt helping with my mind.

finaly having a better time?

Up and rolling already seems like the uncrontrollness of my life starts to wear off still pretty bad but start to actualy pay interest to things that’s nt bed or food yes I am one of them people who eat when stressed . The worst ever all lovely work out time wasted as per usual really shoud start controlling the food cravings cos it seems purly unstopable like I’m just eating non stop with no end to It specialy now when my mind is lost somewhere together with my bank card so its great just cba of it cos so much to do for uni specialy cos last well 2 weeks and my essay nt even started will make my self at least start it today in train to lincoln .. Hopefuly

Finaly end of the day. Be bussy day tommarow need finaly sort my blog times and start the geting ready for bikini season work out will be talking much about it and giving ideas for work outs and things and will keeep updating my random nonsence too need sort tis page too cos well nt a clue how it actualy looks like lol so that be something to think tru lol but yeah still feel pretty much down the hill as lost my bank card yestrday wich makes me feel unorganized even yestrday was thinking what the hell I’m actually doing with my life etc well nt a good sign but I’m trying get back into the positive rutine so see what hhapens but for now bit of fam guy and sleep with hope for better week

So next week pretty much final week of doing uni work just the essay to type up and be done but just sorting the last bits for the practical presentation part and be me pretty pleased I know I should have done a bit more like over the hollidays and stuff but see how it goes 🙂

Just to see how it works little view of the winndow of mine lol such exiting view lol of noone