Just sitting in my chair thinking damn dnt think hav left house in past week only to go work . At least saving money as finaly bought tickets to latvia and will need money for that + 2 trips to scotland and possible trip to london too just be so so without anything after but be worth it. Realy can’t wait tbh feel like been living in my bedroom walls for forever lol need roi socialize I guess and kill my hatreid for human contact lol

Being a goth and a person who burns in the sun like a little cookie lol I work with my skin to make it lovely and extra pail so this is what I do .
1. Cover face with moisturising cream . I use clarins daily energizer cream the age apropriete one so 20+ . Just to keep the face nice and moisturised with all that is going on it
2. When face is dry put some sun screen on I use ether la roche posay anthelios xl 50+ or sun pass spf50 for kids as the kids ones are bit more intence as kids have more sensetive skin .
3. After face drys use consiler stick from 17 extra fair on eyes and extra red areas like spots etc
4. Use urban decay skinc cream to powder foundation in fate. To go over the spots and consiler to blend everything in
5. After that I use loreal true match foundation to go over my cheeks as they usualy are very bright read.
6. To finish it of use star gazer pressed white powder to blend everything on face and neck .
This is how I do it and if u want mor detail there is video up on my youtube chanel I’m darkprincess7896

Just did little diy of this lovely note book of manson family wid be up ether tonite or tomaro think for first go turned out ok 🙂

Slowly but surely geting there . I hav 2 days of work and how I spend them ? Doing f all . But I went for training and am finaly dressed so gona film some stuff up so besure to find me on youtu be darkprincess7896 really need change that login lol . But I’m geting there finaly be on track and who knows maybe even leave the house tomarrow. Lol x

but im bored of the same exercise everyday

Dnt know how about rest of u people but if I do start like little everyday work out I do it for like a week and then I’m simply bored of it and get bAck to moaning about my fat as and not doing anything about it. Its like gets to my brain and just refuses to do anything . When it hapens I always try to just simply hav few day brake and try again and if nt works then just try mixing it up a bit and be good for another week lol till it happens again .. Let’s face it never gona get pretty bum lol

best thing of the past week

Must say last weeks best thing is me deciding on what be best thing to do and we’ll feels so obvious now like how cud I nt see it before .underwear it is for me all about it and see where it takes me . And well this will be my storry of how when where and why haha so good

you know i think i willl gona do it , it will be great an underwear shop botique or call it howw ever you want but i want make it happen it be great and it will let me earnsomething too meaning that in spare time i can do my art work study or whatever the hell i want and if the earnings are good i might even open a little shop too it be brilliant. im really exited about it and as cant do training at moment cos my f ed up sholder ill spend it doing some research of what id need in the shop etc . so good. one thing tho. the name .. as first thought id call it disspossable, but u know nt to apieling it be great for a lots diff bits shop but not for sexy undies shop lol

Just lying in bed rethinking my lovely day was pretty good bit pain cos acupuncture will hav little vid up tommarow about it . But m*in thing about my day was that I relized what kind shop I should open . Underwear I mean there is ntin more me clothe ways cos duno if go clothe shoping that’s 1 thing tha will always be in my bag .so is this just a dream or the new reality?

Just updated my etsy too . These are little monster book marks I sell them in sets of 4 . Colored ones and some vampire ones too haha . And be posting up a little tutorial how make them but if ur lazy or just want some1 else to do them for u lol be sure to check out my etsy shop : http://www.etsy.com/shop/disspossable

Slowly getting there with the summer body but the over doing it is nt good and kind killing me past 2 days as my ass cheeks hurt lol but bad thing is that my sholder seems pretty f ed cand even lift cover proper nevermind anything else . So geting acupunkture on it tomarrow morning will hurt but hey need be done but it all be worth it . And as long as I don’t eat like an elepthant then it will be worth it lol