june glossy box .

Just thought I share the joys of this months glossy box. Honestly bit dissapointment.. Let’s start with 1 thing that’s missing from the pic as my beloved mum totaly stole it lol . Its lengtening mascara by gosh . When put on u can actualy see the lashes looking lots bigger etc and says on pack to that it garantees longer lashes in 2 weeks but 1 thing that put me off it as had problems geting it off my face lol yet my mum says its amazing so gues it depends how much u put on or something . But does gives u impression on lots longer lashes .so next . Oh ment say all the items in this box were full size so pretty good . Next and the biges item in the box is 200ml tube of volume boost conditioner by organic surge . I think this could be a good try out as well ha ving super long hair they are pretty heavy and kind makes it all flat in the head so valume now is the thing I’m looking for. It smells really minty and lemony and overall could be something new . Next . Is an hand and nail cream by monu spa cream seems really soft and gental on skin and seems like absorbes realy quickly too so dry skin people like me always apriciated . But nivea is still my favorite haha . Next we have cherry blossom lip balm by figs and rouge at start when I just glanced at it I was esxited about it but then I discovered that u need use ur finger to actualy put the stuff on . I hate lip balms like that same with them pot ones . So nt sure if be using this or not it does make lips soft and gives bit gloss too but the finger thing is putting me off so might be in my giving to friends pile together withthis nail polish by mememe honestly never seen more uglyer color in my life lol I like out there stuff better than natural tones so showed it to frienf of mine and she said she likes it so no nature to me lol

So feels like art hav left me.. No inspiration notting . Feels like wudnt know where to start just duno plus so much stuf in mind which is not really helping to concentrate on artwork and the beauties of it .so think be starting something new today just get me going get me at least on some sort of habit cos I dnt want lose tho joys of art cos it does mean very lots to me just seems weird without it but nt sure where to start x

So its second time now since I have over done with all the activities as well my back muscles at one side of my back makeing my sholder and whole arm being painfull and everything . as being into all acupuncture thing. This is how to realax the bits and now what the same days evening it feels relaxed and can move about with no pain . I do sugest nt to overdo it like I have and take care in it all same witht the diets . And be ok 🙂

Just on way home after lovely shift and small stuffed crust chese pizza what more cud I want . Went really quick so all good just thought do quick blog about best thing of past week . I think it def def have to be me buying the tics to go latvia I know its like only in august but it will be here soon and in some sence really can’t wait cos will meant my lovely friends from the old days lol and it’s a like limited to 2 lol cos no way on earth meating anyone else . They didn’t give an f now so why sud I bother too . But should be a good one as have lots bits paned so be bussy 8 days there plus I’m flying from scotland so hav week together with my sweetheart first as be like without him for that time as the costs of the pones . So see how goes woop 🙂

Being a goth for quite a wile now I know how it is to have a pressure to be normal and “fit in” even by the people who always suport u in it they still from time to time sugests to be some1 well normal. I dnt know how it is for other specific style people but to me specialy now when I have to wear uniform to work etc I feel under constant treath of losing my self and the style that I beyondly love and the 1 thing that’s truly mine. And must say its realy realy hard to keep going but I think that people should enjoy standing out and just being them selfs and simply showing that they are more than normal .

Yeah one thing is the idea of starting the business and other is actualy doing it . My parents have had several businesses in latvia and have 1 here to now and I hav seen all the strugles they have gone tru and in some way still do and as much as I’d love to own a shop it wud not only cost crazy moment at start but the mental presure the bussiness have but then again when it suceeds ur prowd of it and have the joy of being some1 . A real person. And I have no clue where to start and think gona make my self little goals like have next week or 2 to find way and decide what I’m starting with and what ill need. So wish me luck

Yestrday had go out and about to town etc and it was like proper proper summertime outside the sun and everything and there’s me all in black thinkin is this summery enough look like is it light and cheery lol yeah cheery . As always having troble with this like I wear my clothes tru out the year like just like layering more in winter and less in sumer I’m just simply not a summer person cos every1 sweats and stinks and burns like little muffins on a pan lol its true tho . So hail for winter time lol