Being a goth for quite a wile now I know how it is to have a pressure to be normal and “fit in” even by the people who always suport u in it they still from time to time sugests to be some1 well normal. I dnt know how it is for other specific style people but to me specialy now when I have to wear uniform to work etc I feel under constant treath of losing my self and the style that I beyondly love and the 1 thing that’s truly mine. And must say its realy realy hard to keep going but I think that people should enjoy standing out and just being them selfs and simply showing that they are more than normal .
Yeah one thing is the idea of starting the business and other is actualy doing it . My parents have had several businesses in latvia and have 1 here to now and I hav seen all the strugles they have gone tru and in some way still do and as much as I’d love to own a shop it wud not only cost crazy moment at start but the mental presure the bussiness have but then again when it suceeds ur prowd of it and have the joy of being some1 . A real person. And I have no clue where to start and think gona make my self little goals like have next week or 2 to find way and decide what I’m starting with and what ill need. So wish me luck
Yestrday had go out and about to town etc and it was like proper proper summertime outside the sun and everything and there’s me all in black thinkin is this summery enough look like is it light and cheery lol yeah cheery . As always having troble with this like I wear my clothes tru out the year like just like layering more in winter and less in sumer I’m just simply not a summer person cos every1 sweats and stinks and burns like little muffins on a pan lol its true tho . So hail for winter time lol