If you have style of your own and u definitely don’t fit in with the norms then unless your lucky at least at 1 point in your life you will have to change being of ur self for couple hours every day to become “appropriate” for the working enviroment. Just because u simply want eat and dnt want live in cardboard box under a bridge. Since I been working since start of the year I feel that despite still having same look outside work it just feels like I’m losing the things and the look that I love and want . I must say in some sence its nice that no 1 overly judges u by way u look and dnt say that ur an idiot just beacuse all ur face is painted or something but same time it sucks so bad I miss my make up and stuff and just simply being able to express your self the way you want and ur left with these f ed up limitations that some1 somewhere have came up with its ridiculous . One can’t be one self this way . no wonder lots of people feel depresed even when they do work in their dream job and are somebody and still feel that they have to be “normal” looking to get somewhere and moment u say what u actualy thing they just show u the door. Think people should try stand ground more for what they want and not what the society asks for . Freedom of expression is needed heavily . Cos otherways we lose our souls and real needs from life
Just wanted share my goods of the day as were in b&ms today and noticed they sell the hello kitty nail polishes that usualy sell for 4.99 there they were 1.99 . I just loved the colors that seen in superdrug before and here too so I bought tis light blue slash green color I thing it could go good as an accent colo r for when do my nails dark etc. This one is hello kitty – shop teal you drop color. I got some new cheep false eyelashes as need wait for the sugar pill ones to be stocked in the web page where I usualy getthem from . I think I have had these before they are by girls with attitude – madame butterfly. I’m just wanting some big ass lashes cos otherways feels pointles to even put fake ones on . I paid like 1. 64 for thes to so if they are nt good no wasted money and dnt feel bad just trow them away .
I mean why for the love of god I am awake at 8 am . I dnt need to I could sleep at least 2 more hours but no my body doesn’t let me so I can ly here trying to remember what time today I start my dead end job and y wud I even want to go to it . Is this what being adult mean having life that 1 clearly nt enjoys and just roll with it cos that’s how it ment go ? When was little I always wanted to grow up cos thought I’d hav adventures I’d go places do things but no. Whers my adventures ?
am bit desperate about finding a new job because my mum is soon to leave the job I’m working in too meaning I won’t be able to get there as easy and cheeply. So I aplied to like million jobs today so I’m hoping and hoping so bad that 1 them rely will be yes we want u to work here . Be goodbye dominos hello lovely new job . Can’t wait tbh
Yesterday after like an hour on phone with student finance people finaly got how to fill the forms for my parents income I mean I had talk to like 3 advice people as first 2 were useless lol. But 3 said just print form out and post it not do it tru net as did not member parents passwords from last year so they finaly filled and hopefully can get the paper from them soon so know when get money so know when going to see my bf again too as now am well into overdraft ant can aford the train fare to scotland but yeah was no probs renuing the form from last year so yeah . Obvious wish I wudnt had take out loan but can’t do anything about it .
As am working in kitchen I dnt hav chance to do my nails like I used to before I started working there at start the year as its not alowed to do so as u know kind obvious so it doesn’t get in food . So I’m left just with my funky looking feet . Thought go for good old black and a light purple this time just to mix it up. Bot these brands I love black is all about nails 101 liquorice . Always loved these because they dry super quick and comes in little pots so I actually hav chance to use them up before they go hard. The purple one is by virgin ( yes the same virgin that has planes and stuff lol) virgin vie 81 janet, these usualy can find only in the funky little make up boutiques for like pound or 2. I just absolutely love the color of this its just so bright and shiny and it aplys so well . So these were my chosen ones lol. To get me at least a little bit nail doing as the 1s on my hands just aint good looking no more but at least still have the lovely sharp shape 🙂
Let’s face it when u see ur cat just lie there in the sun on floor u just want say f this and lie there next to him. But need get up and make a plan for the day. As feel like I have done absolute notting for past weeks as just waiting for the uni to start at end of september . So gona make a plane to make my day usefull maybe start with power nap.. Ok no powernap lol. But I always nEed. A plan for litterary everything I think its the way forward for more active days etc so my plan once again is to make a plan.
Just quick ootd well night lol. Cos this is obvious what every goth girl have to wear at night lol. Its just white sun dress made to look bloody cos wanted it for this photo shoot but after didn’t use so it became my nightwear .at some point ill share how u can do it that is when I get net back in house as having bit probs with it so can’t upload anything