good old platform 1

Back to the beloved platform 1 . Must say kind of missed it . Been well long since departed in train from it to beloved lincoln. Going long eaton this time tho, so wile have to wait like haf hour till my train thought hmm maybe should see how ticket prices are doing for the season tics to lincoln. U know uni round the corner so need do bit prep and as saw on the web train tic prices havnt gone up yet so that’s good start still way way way too much 602 pounds for 3 months but I rather kill my self than live in lincoln ( no offence if u live there its nice city but way too small for me) . Miss my train friends lol just so low . No shame no shame at all .

Not happy

So as am out and about and left house way too early decided just go around the town see maybe something good in shops.  So i happily walk into new look.  As much as i like lots of their stuff i hate their changeing rooms svear to god i never feel that chuby and over all discostingly looking as there.  So i want try out this dress happy size 6.  I take off my shirt and see my self.  I honestly wanted to cry.  What the hell they ment help look people look good not like f ing monsters lol.  I did ended up buying the little dress but now confidnce down the hill.  Todays look not doing it for me any more..

gothic ootd

So just finaly be out the house and just trew in 1 my usual outfits proven and aproved lol . Honestly prety much everything exept my bra and spikes that I hav on is from primark. Is that bad? Duno. But looks good lol that’s all that matters.