If you have style of your own and u definitely don’t fit in with the norms then unless your lucky at least at 1 point in your life you will have to change being of ur self for couple hours every day to become “appropriate” for the working enviroment. Just because u simply want eat and dnt want live in cardboard box under a bridge. Since I been working since start of the year I feel that despite still having same look outside work it just feels like I’m losing the things and the look that I love and want . I must say in some sence its nice that no 1 overly judges u by way u look and dnt say that ur an idiot just beacuse all ur face is painted or something but same time it sucks so bad I miss my make up and stuff and just simply being able to express your self the way you want and ur left with these f ed up limitations that some1 somewhere have came up with its ridiculous . One can’t be one self this way . no wonder lots of people feel depresed even when they do work in their dream job and are somebody and still feel that they have to be “normal” looking to get somewhere and moment u say what u actualy thing they just show u the door. Think people should try stand ground more for what they want and not what the society asks for . Freedom of expression is needed heavily . Cos otherways we lose our souls and real needs from life
Just wanted share my goods of the day as were in b&ms today and noticed they sell the hello kitty nail polishes that usualy sell for 4.99 there they were 1.99 . I just loved the colors that seen in superdrug before and here too so I bought tis light blue slash green color I thing it could go good as an accent colo r for when do my nails dark etc. This one is hello kitty – shop teal you drop color. I got some new cheep false eyelashes as need wait for the sugar pill ones to be stocked in the web page where I usualy getthem from . I think I have had these before they are by girls with attitude – madame butterfly. I’m just wanting some big ass lashes cos otherways feels pointles to even put fake ones on . I paid like 1. 64 for thes to so if they are nt good no wasted money and dnt feel bad just trow them away .
I mean why for the love of god I am awake at 8 am . I dnt need to I could sleep at least 2 more hours but no my body doesn’t let me so I can ly here trying to remember what time today I start my dead end job and y wud I even want to go to it . Is this what being adult mean having life that 1 clearly nt enjoys and just roll with it cos that’s how it ment go ? When was little I always wanted to grow up cos thought I’d hav adventures I’d go places do things but no. Whers my adventures ?