time to think

Seems kind weird now that think about it . I gona finaly turn 21 this november finaly gona be an adult lol yeah right that’s the last thing that will ever happen. Just seems like I just waited for me to turn 16 never mind 21 in some way to me its just a birth day notting unusual just want do 3 things my bf go london and eat rosols (aka the salad thing or the russian salad) lol I dnt ask much I cud never imagine my self having grand birth days just not me . But london is a must this time dnt care if go alone or not but can’t nt go . 1 more thing I always do at around time of my bday usualy start like time like now to make a list of things that I want to get done till next birthday not many but things I wud like to do just get all ideas together for past years in way I havnt really done it to the point etc but thought I’m turning 21 I sud make a point of doing things I wantto wile I can .

30 day challenge : day 3

So for day 3 of my challenge I thought of things that are in my mind wile was thinking this my cat aproached me being all cute and stuff so I thought ill have a go on drawing her . Aint she cute plus this means it can go in the book for my uni stuff . I might re think what I actualy gona call my project as it now kind is creatures that live in my mind. But like it .

good old platform 1

Back to the beloved platform 1 . Must say kind of missed it . Been well long since departed in train from it to beloved lincoln. Going long eaton this time tho, so wile have to wait like haf hour till my train thought hmm maybe should see how ticket prices are doing for the season tics to lincoln. U know uni round the corner so need do bit prep and as saw on the web train tic prices havnt gone up yet so that’s good start still way way way too much 602 pounds for 3 months but I rather kill my self than live in lincoln ( no offence if u live there its nice city but way too small for me) . Miss my train friends lol just so low . No shame no shame at all .

Not happy

So as am out and about and left house way too early decided just go around the town see maybe something good in shops.  So i happily walk into new look.  As much as i like lots of their stuff i hate their changeing rooms svear to god i never feel that chuby and over all discostingly looking as there.  So i want try out this dress happy size 6.  I take off my shirt and see my self.  I honestly wanted to cry.  What the hell they ment help look people look good not like f ing monsters lol.  I did ended up buying the little dress but now confidnce down the hill.  Todays look not doing it for me any more..

30 day challenge : day 2.

Its day 2 at my challenge and I decided to look trough some roman dirge s books that I have for inspiration to do my own drawings . Just see what I could do etc. So for 2nd day I decided to recreate 1 of his funny creatures . The dark cooty cos I just find it super cute. And kind how I look now while doing this challenge lol. But think I have made a good start was even thinking about buying some new feltip pens as have none what so ever as they always dry out .