it was awesome must say. we finaly found the right place and went in . then they gave us this mega questionaire about things one have done in past year obvious all was no etc etc needed have a big glass of drink too to get them blood flowing and after bit got called in to talk to a nurse just go over my answers and then she pinched my finger and took blood sample to check my iron levels so it is safe for me to give blood as it ment be taken 1 gram of iron out system with the pint of blood thats taken out of the body. after that was cleared was sent back out to the waiting bit oh the exitement i literary had. finaly called my name went to this chair and they stuck a needle up my arm and the blood started flowing hurt a tiny bit not so much the needle but just in general moving the hand about while its stuck in u . but tnx to my lovely low blood pressure the blood was floting out of me super slowly was checked like 3 times by a nurse as it started beeping as there was no blood going . lol the joy. but it felt great tbh no funky feels after just sat down had drink and some cookies wile waited for dad and was good to go no worries at all .and now my arm feels bit funky like it doesnt move proper without bit stifness but notting tragic . but yeah it felt great i felt like im actualy doing something meaning full like i could be a part of helping save someones life . so if you hav some thought on it ill leave a click in link for the uk main site for blood donations . cos it honestly have kind lifted my spirits towards my life a bit. its weird and in way i didnt expect it to be like it but it is . so well happy 🙂

etsy

just finaly start to update my etsy shop. so if you want to check it out its http://www.etsy.com/shop/disspossable u dnt need buy anything its def not reason for this i just like sharing things like that 🙂

just made small nt the best ever video about dyeing my mohawk . its bad video but u get the idea how its done so yeah . and choped my bangs in the way .

pictures for inspiration

I acidently came across these 2 pictures of twiggy in a bath and it just gave me bunch of inspiration for a photo shoot for my first uni project for when get back so got some printed for going in book etc. Think concept for these is amazin. Ill do my project about fetishes and just getneral ideas of my mind so if some guy can pain a masive canvas of vibrators and dildos I sure can use these beautiful twigy pics as inspiration . That’s for damn sure. Got to love young twiggy tho . 🙂 .

yesterdays mini haul

Yesterday went alomg with my mum around town as she needed to pic up some things so obvious I ended up spending some money too . As per usual lol my bank card just dnt stays in my purse lol. First off all I needed get some pics printed . ( More on them later) like biger size ones as inspiration for my project for uni . Etc . So thought wile at boots hav look around maybe something else there and ended up geting a nail polish by barrey m . Its a crock nail effect one nr 323 . Its like a dark blue gray color . It works kind same as the crackle ones just gives this snake skin effect . So looking forward to this . Another beauty thing got was from h&m some eyelashes I fell inlove with these because the lenght of them feel like they kind similar lenght ways as the sugar pill ones that I loved so see how these look plus they were just 3.99 so def was a must have . Went into the primark too and got this top/ bra thing I’m nt sure what I gona do with it yet but it was just 2 pound so thought might cunstruct it into an outfit somehow . And last but def not least is a new planer for 2014 I know its sad tha there is still people using them but I love writing things down that’s only way how member anything so I’m doing little uni prep as will need new years planer for start uni as all the info etc starts flowing in. Got it from paperchace.