train ootd

Finaly finaly back to happy days as am in train to scotland. About time. Just wanted share my confy train outfit of the day.
From the top.
Hair down as found that specialy when traveling lots u want be able to put ur head back so always go with hair down.
Dress – evil twin, urban outfitters
Hoody – primark mens section (cos womans section hoodies suck)
Jacket – from tiny shop in victoria centre notts.
Tights and socks – primark
Shoes -xin xin yi zu, ebay
Bracelets- kurt geiger and giffted,
Spikes – shop in camden lock

So despite having 3 bags lol feel like traveling light . So pretty good 🙂 feet bit dead as said before these shoes pretty tight around my toes. But when u just get in train that takes about 4h till ur stop shoes come off and on the seat as always try get 2 seats and well usualy do 🙂

30 day random blog challenge day 9: pet peeves

There is really 1 beyondly bad times pet peeve to me and its really only one I can think of tbh besides like some1 killing my plans and stuff but think noone really likes that. People picking their tEeth jesus christ there is noting worse than seeing some1 pick their teeth just imagening it makes me get goosbumps and feel sick. Just no specialy if u dnt want me to trow up on u lol its horible . I know every1 needs pic their teeth now and then lol even I do but no way in heaven do it in presence public by public I mean me lol just no . Noone should pick their teeth and justs tand there or even worse talk to u wile picking teeth. *shivers

30 day random blog challenge day 8: 3 things that u want say to 3 different people

As being a polite person that literary never swears it feels like its time to express the hiden feelings and tell 3 things I’d like to say to 3 people without anyone knowing who they are lol. Good for me.
1. Fuck you
2. Fuck you
3. Fuck you too

That’s about it . Pure and simple lol

never goes acording to plan

Clear proof noting goes acording to plan I tried to google sad face for a sad blog instead I googled sand face. Lol close enough. Just feel bit yuck this evening tired and well I was ment go scotland tomarrow but some bits and bobs nt going acording to plan so needed make change and go thurstday. I know I know its only one day at least that’s what people tell me . But u know when u havnt seen ur loved one for really long time and yes it been 3 months can’t even type it with out tearing up. Then that 1 day matters . Just feel bit kicked out place. Just miss him so fucking much I litterary losing my mind. My advice do not fall in love u will end up crying . One way or another . U know when u want it all magical and something always always kills it and u feel horible cos u just want be with that one person. Just 1 moment is that much to ask ? Lol clearly is. I hate it. Just need some love and joy .

As an art person I hav always been amazed by picture books if it aint good pictures there is biger chance that I won’t read it than that I will. I love books like roman dirges taxidermied. Cos its full on pictures of guys amazing art work and that kind thing inspires me . And actualy gets me to think about the work that I do and like last sumer when my inspiration was down the hill it made me feel good and kind made me think not to worry etc . I’d say picture books are relaxing to me . The other kind books I favor is refrence books any kind refrence like fact files etc find them extremely interesting I like the fact that I can learn something from book I dnt feel that I do from fiction book . So I rarely read normal books. Prob only person that thinks that way but hey lol

finally got some new shoes. about time . these are xin xin yi zu short army type booties.

best thing of the week .

Yestrday was walking down the stairs outside my front door to go to training. I always use the back door so dnt need go around the building . And near the bins I noticed this little rat baby lying there . Poor thing looked like some1 hav just bite it to death and left it lying there . I just found it so so beautiful that I decided it gona be my first preserved animal. As I been having no luck buying one I decided just presrve the little rat guy my self . I didn’t had time last night or today to get some the stuff to preserve it in so till tomarrow its in little jar in some vodka just keep it cleen etc. I’m so so happy about this little guy he’s absolutely beautiful .

30 day random blog challenge day 6 which band or musician is the most important to you?

So 6th days blog is ment to be about band or musician that is most important to me. Honestly I can’t just pick out 1 artist to say yeah this guys music inspires me and I devote all my ipod for it lol . When was a little kid I was mailny exposed to metal bands my favorite from that time must be samael. Its great band I love their old stuff the new album kind sucked lol but the old stuff is close to my heart and make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Then there is bands like marilyn manson who have been inspiring to me as look ways and it was the first band that I adored look ways and I wanted to look like thm and well still kind do. And mainly most bands are like that I’m like omg they looks so nice maybe I should shave half my head too lol its always like that . So I can’t realy say who is the one lol as even I had pink phase looking all cute and girly listening to ramstein full blast lol. So yeah nt sure if this made any sense but hey

30 day random blog challenge day 5 : 5 places that you would like to visit

For day 5 of the challenge I need list 5 places I’d like to visit

1. London. Well I can never get enough of london its my all time favorite place and dream place to be.

2. New york city. Well never been there but I feel that it be a magical trip for me and I’d nt want return lol

3. Las vegas. Its weird thing with this cos I thought if I ever get married that be the way I’d go to do so

4. Usa in general. I wud always wanted go to usa just go all over it see the places live lot .

5. Japan. There is so many things about japan that just amazes me that its def 1 of the to go places

As u can see I aint a country gal lol bigs city life is the 1 for me and I love It its like dream come true 🙂

30 day random blogs challenge day 4 : whats the meaning behind your tumblr name

So the challenges day 4 . Was ment be posted yestrday but I’m making it today cos I got bit distracted so I didn’t but here it is. The tittle is meaning behind my tumblr name as I dnt have one ill just gona coment on the name I always use online and its disspossable. Well it kind started out like 2 years ago I would say tbh it just kind came to me . Cos there was some talk about my work like art work being shit etc. That it should be in the bin lol making it disspossable. So instead of kind saying no no I embraced it . Kind sad lol. And its been my name ever since . Like on my blog, youtube, other bits if need register etc. That’s how u know its me haha