its like i make up for looking bad yestrday ??

Ever felt like u question ur self? I know I do . Specialy about way I look. Say like yestrday and today I’m literary having 2 worst looks in long time . so it kind made me look back and think about it and its always this thing I do say I feel like I look down the hill today I kind will try make up for it tomarrow and try extra hard to look better. Is that weird? A bit lol but then again I feel like I have to make up to my self to look better like I let my self down if I dnt feel like I look nice in my own eyes . Specialy now that back in uni and want look nice going there . Lol but my tired look is so nt doing it . So I thought I share this disturbing pic of my self when I was in latvia this summer looking like a tramp .lol the best way to go haha

so tired and so cold

Its officialy day 3 in uni . I feel ill nt be to happy with as we had read this paper about philosopher as artis which well was lots off bullshit no offence to the person who wrote it but just felt like some1 hav took 1 sentence and repeted it to fill 4 pages . Plus god the general idea of the writing bit and stuff in fine art course is just beyond to me because its worth higher procentage than the practical part. Lol I seem so hatefull towards things lately . But com on 1st project we get is group work . And we ment come out as independent young artists . Yet we learn no new skills. I’m just pissed off and can’t get over it lol