Hi, so am finally in train back to notts. Fucking hate it . Sorry about nt posting tho as well it was 3 months without seeing love of my life lol we had other things to do. Just feel so horrible not knowing when I gona see him again. But there is some things moving forward as will be puting in aplications for other unis . And talking about unis . 2 weeks to catch up totaly worth it tho . We had very lovely 2 weeks and I staid like 3 extra nights than was planed . Feel bad for guy tho cos he works night shifts and some points he seemed totaly drained but it does mean so much to me that he stays up etc for me and I apriciate it . He’s my soul mate he truly is . I’d not want anyone else . Just feels good that I dnt have lots friends but I have an amazing best friend perfect boyfriend and suportive parents I honestly dnt need more than that . If I can have love from these 4 people then I can be and achieve anything in this world :). All the depression and unhappines is worth it moment I see just 1 them smile 🙂 .