so as probably been saying before at some point im thinking about changing my uni and i now finally messaged bunch of Scottish unis to see do i need go trough the ucas or trough university it self as i dont want to start over i want to start where i left of and honestly feel like anywhere but lincoln would be good dnt knw i feel well to negative about it just dunno its a weird one . i guess i just expected that art school would show me ways of doing art nod do some nonsense of folders and essays and anything else but the actual techniques just want gone out of it and done .
honestly . i need a job bad time. my bank acount is empty and just no . i apply to like million jobs every week . i can accept if they say sorry we dnt want u but they dnt even reply so i just end up sitting there and waiting . def need go trough jobcentre tomarrow or start next week too . its driving me insane i see all these job openings but nootng is happening . i want to work lol please give me a job,
so was kind sorting some bits in my room today and was thinking last year this time i decided to start a better life plan just by simply improving on the little things starting from working more on my look on the house then on getting a job doing well in school etc etc etc. i just kind seemed to have forgotten about it , and honestly i dnt know why . just seems kind strange that i have. so i thought i should try get back into it , u know actually make effort to do things and seems like i kind of started on it this week as today is 1st day for my challenge and i have been doing uni work every day and u know i do feel better . i did not go to the blood donation today tho cos my dad was not in mood to come with and i dnt like going places like that by my self tbh but we planing to go ether next Monday or next Thursday. will be good :). but i think at moment i need that like a boost to get every thing rolling the way i want to . we all know the little things matter the most meaning if u feel good you will do good . feel positive about this
so its time to start get them bum cheeks ready for summer . yes i know its February and still winter etc etc etc but my legs aint in a good state so im starting on light work out to start get me going so i thought y not do a challenge and say report every week hows it going is it improved etc . here is the bit that i gona be fallowing so no exceptions etc
i think this will give me a good start out and gets me back going into it etc plus besides this i will be cutting out sweets and amount i eat and all the usual jazz and obvious attend as many trainings as possible as well .