diary of a 3rd year fine art student . day 1 : pointless attendance

This been quite pointless day in my restart of university. As I woke late cos I was just not arsed enough to get up early to secure a nice space in the studio. I ended up sleeping till 8.20 and leaving the house at 8.30 pretending that I will catch the train at 9.20 which I obviously did not . But it at least gave me time to go buy a yearly student bus card taking away lovely chunk of 249.50 out my student loan . Always a great way to start the day . But still keeping it positive marched to the studios just find out there is no space left and me and couple other people have to wait till someone puts more walls up so bad space guaranteed exactly same as last year . So was pretty much going in turning around and coming back out . But I treated my self with a pretty new note book for this year and maybe even get some chinese or the good cakes .to keep this day rolling hopefully with no more badness .

30 day challenge day 1

Day 1: photo of your self and 15 facts.

1. I’m latvian
2. I’m 21
3. I live in nottingham in uk
4. I’m a goth
5. I’m in serious relationship with my boyfriend
6. I’m an artist in making
7. I’m in uni
8. I love traveling
9. Family is most important thing to me
10. I believe in freedom of expression
11. I wear black a lot
12. I love sports
13. I’m happy with me in my life
14. One day I wana be somebody
15. I love junk food lol

Hers pic of me lol at work looking jazzy lol

just 1 of them days

My official 1st day back to normal life. Feel tired and unhappy and need go to uni and preferably not kill anyone . Just feel so sad going away from my boyfriends and come back to notts. Always feels like escape from normality with actualy something nice and happy for change. And then the big return like today brain just refuse to function. Feels like walking around in autopilot. Not happy not happy at all..

30 day bloging challenge : day 1

day 1: your blogs name

my blogs name is “disspossable” its like that because im useing word disspossable as my sort of brand name its my etsy shop my nick thing in instagram and facebook and twitter and youtube and everywhere else where i need to make up a login. cos its me.  the thing you should rather dispose

new 30 day random blog challenge. +day 1

as thought the previous 30 day challenge was great at end it did went bit of the tracks but im ready for another one lol as im a grown up now i can actually do things as planed lol.  so i picked this as my challenge guide

seems pretty straight forward so lets get going and make today day number 1.
the person you like and why you like them

hmmm lets see not sure how its ment is its someone i like in a romantic way or as a friend or as just someone out there?  i gona go with someone i like as a person i look up to as done plenty about the person i like well love romantickly so tecnickly cant say i like him  . so person that i like is good old dali. yeah i know hes dead but his spirit and art lives on and honestly guy have been a major major inspiration in my life and he is like  a person i want to be 1 day.  i know i would never be as crazy but then again.  why not. even at moment started reading one of his books my boyfriend got for me its not like a biografy but bit different perspective from this guy who sudnly is trading art etc.  its  called dali & i  by stan lauryssens.  its a briliant book and you should have look out for it 🙂 .

30 day chaLlenge: day 1. write some basic things about your self

Day 1.: basic things about me.
Born in riga, capital of latvia,
25.11.1992 (20 at moment)
Moved to uk about 6 and half years ago
Live in hell hole called nottingham
Study fine art in university
Full time goth and general freak.
Live in train constantly
Have a long term Scottish boyfriend
Obsessed with being skinny
Obsessed with london
Want to own panties shop
Always make lists – have plan for everything
Overly positive about everything
14 piercings and 4 tattoos (at time of post)
Dnt drink ( never been drunk)
Constantly wear black
Constantly texts so hav cramps in hands
Overly uses make up.
Has very very bad diet yet is size 6/8 uk.
Can’t wait to become an uk citizen . Hates being latvian ( self haterid always appreciated lol)
Fear of water
Love animals (really want little dog lol)
Winter and morning person
Hmm that’s about it for basics I’d say . Well I know I hav no life but I like it 🙂

Finaly 30 day challenge thats the right one for me

It have finaly finaly happened.  Was brosing trough instagram today and found the perfect 30 day challenge for me.  And on my wll worst area too my backside and legs.  Its a 30 day squat challenge.  What more could i want.  I want pretty bum but i cant seem to stick to some sort rutine so thought this challenge will help hme do that.  Starting today.  appy day 1.  Woop woop. 🙂

30 day challenge : day 1

So this is 2nd attempt on the 30 day challenge, I thought this def be a better start as can see that it only took me like 2 minutes so can sqeeze it in any time of the day . So the rule 200 jumps with rope a day . That’s about it give me bit more activity its easy etc etc so yeah . See how goes. But sure be better than 1st challenge 🙂 tried upload a mini video too to see that I’m actualy jumping lol like a crazy person but yeah word press just trows out some error thing so not happening . Will try pics or smaller vid tomarrow . X

It literary feels like the worst day of my life for start just can’t get my head together and then everything just nt going as smooth as planed . But am finaly on train to work. So getting ther . Dnt like that need go by bus back too so just gona kind ride trough it .just feel like want hit some1 tho . Lol never a good sign. Just want some exitement or something something that be like yeah look at this that a life not this nonsence . Even uni just cudnt start like for every 1 else no that’s too fucking much to ask . Jut rrr not happy 😦

good old platform 1

Back to the beloved platform 1 . Must say kind of missed it . Been well long since departed in train from it to beloved lincoln. Going long eaton this time tho, so wile have to wait like haf hour till my train thought hmm maybe should see how ticket prices are doing for the season tics to lincoln. U know uni round the corner so need do bit prep and as saw on the web train tic prices havnt gone up yet so that’s good start still way way way too much 602 pounds for 3 months but I rather kill my self than live in lincoln ( no offence if u live there its nice city but way too small for me) . Miss my train friends lol just so low . No shame no shame at all .