day 21 : what makes you sad
well im usualy trying to be pretty positive about things and what ever is happening eyc. with all the there is something good in everything thats bad motivation but things that mainly make me sad is seeing people i love being upset or simply unhappy about something. thats usualy the thing thats gets to me if can pass everything else thats one thing that kind makes me think about things.
well honestly its been a pretty good week. lots of exiting things have happened. honestly the main one being me turning 21. in way cant believe its been a week already. gone quick. but feel prety good about my self feel like i embrace the adultness, u know applying for jobs, gona be doing volunteering too and working every night on my uni stuff and happily filling my folder and sketchbook. i think its great i think i have steped up a bit on my usual stuff. i mean evenmmy floor is not full with paper and stuff and its been a week lol. feel like a real person lol. finally.
lol yes i have a teddy to. i call him ted lol pretty basic stuff there lol
so now couple days have passed since i turned 21 and became a grown up lol . and well i cant really say i feel any different but i do noticed that i feel like i need to work a bit harder as i am already 21 no time to waste to become a somebody . even now im spending most of my night studying and hoping that ill get good marks for the project specially if its not art work based so makes it super easy. feel a greater need to find a job too u know if one is an adult then one should work its ass off. obvious. so that’s what im doing . every night for past week now. just see how things go and what my new life as an adult bring. i feel good that my child hood have officially passed and i can definitely say that it was a great one 🙂
so im finally officialy 21 . im a grown up woop lol
Seems kind weird now that think about it . I gona finaly turn 21 this november finaly gona be an adult lol yeah right that’s the last thing that will ever happen. Just seems like I just waited for me to turn 16 never mind 21 in some way to me its just a birth day notting unusual just want do 3 things my bf go london and eat rosols (aka the salad thing or the russian salad) lol I dnt ask much I cud never imagine my self having grand birth days just not me . But london is a must this time dnt care if go alone or not but can’t nt go . 1 more thing I always do at around time of my bday usualy start like time like now to make a list of things that I want to get done till next birthday not many but things I wud like to do just get all ideas together for past years in way I havnt really done it to the point etc but thought I’m turning 21 I sud make a point of doing things I wantto wile I can .