all signs of jealousy

All happy signs of jealousy in me. No shame lol no shame. As per always been browsing my facebook and have noticed that literary everyone I know is going somewhere and doing things where I’m like no money need stay home and look sad lol. Cos seriously sometimes I just don’t get it. They same as me students not rich etc yet seems like everything’s possible in their lives. I mean what is this scosery lol tell me your secrets . I want be somebody too .

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30 day blogging challenge :day 7

day 7: list of your 5 favorite songs

so as its been bit of marilyn manson theme since yesterday i thought i should make this list as 5 favorite manson songs

1. snake eyes and sissies (portrait of an american family)
2. cake and sodomy (portrait of an american family)
3. son of sam
4. use your fist and not your mouth (the golden age of grotesque)
5. wormboy (antichrist superstar)

there is plenty more to go on this list but these ones are the ones i will never skip if they will come up in my ipod lol

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im a good person after all

So finaly finaly went blood donating today . This was my second time and it seem to go lots lots quicker blood actualy floating out of my arm. But must say this time too I have this great feel of just u know actualy going something good and hopefuly helping some one. You should go try it too . For uk check out http://www.blood.co.uk . Sadly dnt know for other places but sure just google blood donation and something will come up. Know in other places u can get bit cash for iT too . Def good deed of the day 🙂

finnaly better

so first day in weeks time when i feel like a person again. just been feelin so tired yesterday and today at least no more 39 temperature at least didnt went too hight this time only to 39.1 its super high for some but as i get ill super rare its normal even quite low as didnt need take anyting to take down the temperature , just gona try type up my essay in time for thusrtday see how goes. and must say im ready to leave the bed tomarow even just go post office get some fresh layer of clothes and bedding and be ready to take on again woop:)

work on the room – the picture wall

so finaly properly started the picture wall.  but sadly i couldnt finish it today as ran out the glue i used but be easy finishing tomarrow. 

this is what i done

i used wilkinsons own all purpose glue.  i tried out pva to start with but it took for forever to dry and cards kept bending so i thought i try this and it worked great
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all i done is go over the card couple times  leave it sit and do a couple more same way then go back to first and stick on wall.  then put glue again etc etc
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as said i did not finish the whole wall.  this is how far i got
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i think its coming together great.  and will look wicked when finished. 

look of the day. mums name day

So finaly in bed feels like such long day today.w as my mums name day and as latvians we celabrate name days and her name is sandra so today was her name day . Just thought share me of the day lol but god we been eating all day non stop feels like its killing me lol even now I’m just lying here stuffing my face with salad thing lol ill post recepie for it tomarrow. But do feel better as cold start to wear off but feel bit yuck but I’m getting there tomarrow back to work too then this mancester thing prob blog tru it .

its all about giving blood

Just got my invite letter in post cos I tried book apointment tru net etc but didn’t happen but they sent me the intro letter anyway some bits are bit stupid for example u can’t give blood if u hav hiv u know that’s kind obvious and u ccant give blood if u think u hav serious desease so I think I’m iLl so I can donate without actualy clearing that I am or not ill with it . Find this bit strange. But u know. So me and my dad decided to head to the clinic at monday morning. They open from 9.20 so just get there for that and be quick out too . Pretty good 🙂 . Still supper exited by it . Plus it be good job to do 🙂

miss doing my nails

As am working in kitchen I dnt hav chance to do my nails like I used to before I started working there at start the year as its not alowed to do so as u know kind obvious so it doesn’t get in food . So I’m left just with my funky looking feet . Thought go for good old black and a light purple this time just to mix it up. Bot these brands I love black is all about nails 101 liquorice . Always loved these because they dry super quick and comes in little pots so I actually hav chance to use them up before they go hard. The purple one is by virgin ( yes the same virgin that has planes and stuff lol) virgin vie 81 janet, these usualy can find only in the funky little make up boutiques for like pound or 2. I just absolutely love the color of this its just so bright and shiny and it aplys so well . So these were my chosen ones lol. To get me at least a little bit nail doing as the 1s on my hands just aint good looking no more but at least still have the lovely sharp shape 🙂