cheep shampoos and other bits

the new year start been pretty good been spending bit money getting some bits and bobs i though i could do a small new years haul later on this week cos i will prob be buying some more bits trough next couple days as the lv friend still here she left me to go to town now as she wants to do shoping and ill join her later and knowing me i will end ip buying something i dont need lol but must say been going pretty good will make little video of my new years adventures too. so i can share the goodness. haha.  i have neglected my blog for couple days now just lots going on and i will share everything at some point as per usual  but in my slow mode as per usual too lol.
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so back to the cheep shammpoos theme.  as i have long hair i obvious need buy shampoos in buckets lol so i usualy go with cheep brands like these tesco ones and i love them cos they make my hair all nice and soft and everything plus what i paid a pound for a bottle so yeah good call.  plus scents for these are really really nice.  lots times i feel mire atracted to the cheeper and the shops own brands.  i was well into superdrug own shampoos for wile too.  their great so dont talk down to the cheep brands they are great! 

30 day random blog challenge day 7 : thing you like and dont like about the way you look

in some sense this is kind obvious . the thing i dont like is that i feel chubby and i really need work on my legs . which i finally have started doing . i feel that the model look is amazing and i dnt think that its not achievable obvious would take time etc but y not . obvious i dnt mean kind skin and bones look but flat tummy small boobies little bum cheeks slim legs and yes the gap lol i would kill for the gap lol . i dnt want say yeah we should love our self the way we are blah blah blah . if you dnt like something about our selves we should do something about it for our selves. ok the thing i do like about the way i look is my style choice i love being goth it brightens up my day . 🙂

 

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new 30 day random blog challenge. +day 1

as thought the previous 30 day challenge was great at end it did went bit of the tracks but im ready for another one lol as im a grown up now i can actually do things as planed lol.  so i picked this as my challenge guide
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seems pretty straight forward so lets get going and make today day number 1.
the person you like and why you like them

hmmm lets see not sure how its ment is its someone i like in a romantic way or as a friend or as just someone out there?  i gona go with someone i like as a person i look up to as done plenty about the person i like well love romantickly so tecnickly cant say i like him  . so person that i like is good old dali. yeah i know hes dead but his spirit and art lives on and honestly guy have been a major major inspiration in my life and he is like  a person i want to be 1 day.  i know i would never be as crazy but then again.  why not. even at moment started reading one of his books my boyfriend got for me its not like a biografy but bit different perspective from this guy who sudnly is trading art etc.  its  called dali & i  by stan lauryssens.  its a briliant book and you should have look out for it 🙂 .
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best and worst of yestrdays

Yesterday what a day lol . Couldn’t get up proper in morning but I was determined so at mid day did went uni and sorted some print outs and what ever else that I needed so thought that’s pretty good . Came home thought hmm am home early . Could go for training get that tire thaat I gained wile was away in scotland off. It was great I was fing unstopable felt like notting literary notting could take me down . Till my beloved dad who is the trainer person in the dojo decided we should do some katas ( for those who do not know its like multiple movements combined in one etc) with nunchaku . I’m like yeah y not even felt pretty exited by it I mean its been 3 weeks since done any exersize so came my turn I’m like thinking yeah ill show them how its done started of amazing nd then sudnly got distraced by who knows what and bam! 1 nunchaku flys straight against my beautiful forehead . Oh the pain was not my concern my concern was that it does not go blue so I ran upstairs grabed ice on the damn thing but still got left with a lump right in midle of my face . Such beuaty lol. At least its not as noticable today still hurts a bit but at least dnt have to walk around like an idiot. Just a little one. Lol . The exitement of my life huh?

so tired and so cold

Its officialy day 3 in uni . I feel ill nt be to happy with as we had read this paper about philosopher as artis which well was lots off bullshit no offence to the person who wrote it but just felt like some1 hav took 1 sentence and repeted it to fill 4 pages . Plus god the general idea of the writing bit and stuff in fine art course is just beyond to me because its worth higher procentage than the practical part. Lol I seem so hatefull towards things lately . But com on 1st project we get is group work . And we ment come out as independent young artists . Yet we learn no new skills. I’m just pissed off and can’t get over it lol

little goths and their hatrid towards the world ??

Recently been talking to this person about the goth scene in the kids now and that. Its lots more different than it was when I started going into it all . Aperently me in my 20 years count as old goth already as I clearly never grew out of it lol but it seems like now every1 who is goth and does not hate the world ur not goth lol just makes me laugh and these 12 15 year old kids take it all super serious that u need hate and rebel to absolutely everything you see other ways u are not goth its like in my eyes they don’t actualy see the joys of it . I have always been pretty positive and still goth to this day that’s y maybe its kind of idiotic in my mind . When was going to school and every1 had these ideas I never was really accepted by got comunity because I did staid positive about literary everything cos I think there is good in everything but my fellow goth kids were pretty hatefull and I felt that its to limited thinking. I feel people should be more open minded specialy if ur kind of alternative cos most people view u as a weirdo but that’s their prob nt urs prob that’s y feel like I hav never been bullied as I never cared enough its ur mind and lol I’m happy u have one so shut up and stop being so hatefull

getting my work mojo back

Yesterday impossible happened and I kind got my creative side going again. How? Well as still am in kind trying to sort things around me mood I found some old tattoo mags and just kind flicked tru them thinking how amazing the artwork looks and it kind of clicked in my mind and I started to think about what projects ill be starting in uni etc etc . And I thought I shud just do what ever I like so I started perversions and other vital human needs. Where I gona explore my damaged side of mind and see where it gets me . 🙂 . Plus posted this pic on twitter and it instantly was retweeted by adults only site so thought I’m on the right track lol .

Hello america lol. Hav seen these somany times around interned and I just needed get 1 my self its basickly a small antibacterial jand gel 29ml bottle but perfect for bag as have this holder thing to that can easily hook on keys or something . I got the bubble gum flavor one cos I love smell of. Bubble gum. Pretty obvious lol . Costs bit mor than the 1.75 dollars in us lol but I just wanted hav it as needed 1 the gells again anyway so might as well get bit of america lol