new web page

continuing on unbelievable things happening yes im making my very own web page. i have finally drafted the outlook of it so i can just slot my pics in it etc. and planing to hopefully publish it by the end of this week obviously there will be updates etc on it with some stuff half done . but the thought is there . im using wix.com to create it . they have lots of exiting templets to use and you can totally mix everything up and its supper easy once you get the hang of it . so must say im even looking forward to making this happen .

W-I-X-logo-e1410883863365only thing at the moment the webpage will be for my art stuff only as i just simply need it for my university course but i think after this is done i will make it all about me kind of thing lol . its great to make things about your self lol its like im somebody lol .

but going on art theme here is one of my old art videos  i made like 4 year ago just give you a glimpse.

the new group

unbelievable things happen sometimes i guess. well to make it short in uni we had to divide in groups between us and prepare things for a mini exhibition which is pretty much like a mini try out of ideas to prep for the final end of the year show. so trough this all stuff i was added to this group of differences and before i even got to join properly i was trown out . lol so on that note i was set to make my own group and with my boyfriends kind encouragement . i kind of ened up rallying this other girl into making a new group and this weird guy ended up joining us too. so now im actualy feel pretty good about the upcoming stuff. as we need make like an webpage and other bits and bobs to do . so once in my life i actualy feel good about the progress of my uni stuff lol . just wanted to share it

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Could this count as art?

The art ended when the printers ink ended. So half of the work done and half just hanging about . But in the end at least got a bit done so its all not lost . Started on the color squares for the writing to be added after as want to screen print this too. As per usual. Think cant do anything without screen printing these days . Where before thouht i gona do painting etc. Still do a bit but it doesnt give me the same satisfiction as the screen printing does . Guess i just have grown to it. Over all think be ready for long week jn print room . But time goes quick when your having fun. So defo looking forward to this. Just hope turns out the way wanted .

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Hate your self

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Casualy working away on self hate photographs.  Basically printed out photographs of my self and a big black marker pen to show off all the things i hate about my body . This is the first stage for this . As when finished be choosing couple of images to screen print in larger frames.

Have i lost it?

Past couple days i have been looking trough my old sketchbooks  from my a levels and foundation level and even from 1st year in university and it seemed that they are more interesting more creative more experimental than anything i do now . Just had this like  a sudden realization that maybe im not as creative as i used to be. Like i now have some kind of restriction despite being more free to do any work i want. In some sense i understand why im not too keen on it. And well that is cos of the hatred towards uni but same time shouldnt that be the place where i actualy express  my feelings into? I cant exactly make my self be relaxed and do work lol . But i think my plan of action is to get a good size sketchbook no a5 nonsensse and start doing it for my self not for uni not for selling and  ot for anything else. Almost out uni anyway sobe plenty time to concentrate on it . I tnink main thing is to get the  mind motivated and be ok

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