Change in thoughts

So hee i am standing looking at the empty space i call my final wall to hand in kind stuff . And all these thoughts  run trough my mind like how much i want to trow everyone’s  stuff in the bin cos they have chosen to leave it next to my space . How much i want to go home, how much i dont want discuss how empty my wall is with the rest of the group . Sometimes i just dont want to even remotely  socialize with the people around me . I know im a bad person but i just dont care . I dont care even this much of how everyone elses work is going and how have they made or not made progress and it just goes against my morals to go fundraise for an exibitin that will take place in university where i already pay 9000 pounds a year for to give them more publicity  on my cost . Honestly i ill rather shoot my self lol . Yes i am being extremely  negative about this but i cant be f ed to deal with this . We meant to become independent artists etc etc etc yet everything is based on working with people not by your self but in a group . I just can not take it no more ..

30 day blogging challenge day 13

Day 13 : photo of your favorite band or artist

Well I can’t deny this . I think this have to be manson. But early manson not last 2 albums manson lol . I been listening to it for since can member my self and it been great inspiration of how I dress etc so I think I can easily put him as my favorite

my book

so this is just some of the bits from my sketchbook. im always overly organised about it i haveeverything in sections etc. yes im  one of them weird people lol. 
i decided not to post the proper final prints etc yet as i for start didnt had much time to actualy sort the pics as even now am posting from train.  but i thought ill post them when they get graded etc give u all some insight of how bad of a student i am lol. 
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its not all of the pages obvious as it be way way too big of post but i think it gives general ideas.  🙂

30 day random blog challenge day 17 what u want to be when you get older

I thought this 1 is a good one as can talk about the one day things . Day 17 what u wana be when you get older. Well at moment in that area I want to u know do the basics finish uni etc get a degree of some sort. And become a practising artist. And to make income at mean time I would like to be a shop owner . Pretty pants shop owner as let’s face it aint noting else be as good lol. I belive the saying what u think about u bring about . So I have one day wall with things I’d want to have and be I will make a little video about it as its inspireing and makes me want reach out for things . Its great more people should try it .

finaly a somebody

It was magical lol there was me siting in train back from uni hating the world as per usual mumbling to my self of how I hate the uni and waste money on this nonsence they give me then sudenly I receive an email from one of my tutors saying he remembers that my sketchbooks were good last year and he wants to show them as good example to the 1st year students . in my head I was like boom bitch lol I’m a somebody . Felt and well still feel prety proud my self specialy when never been the good student or even more showed as example to others lol it kind inspired me to tbh like gives me some motivation to actualy do something wich is well pretty cool 🙂 feels nice

Finaly arived. My beautiful business card case with henry rolins quote “strenght is the product of struggle, you must do what others don’t to achieve what others won’t”. I do find the quote realy inspireing and I thought for business card case cover its perfect . Just another little step forward the bussiness plan. Woop . Well pleased