new uni

so as probably been saying before at some point im thinking about changing my uni and i now finally messaged bunch of Scottish unis to see do i need go trough the ucas or trough university it self as i dont want to start over i want to start where i left of and honestly feel like anywhere but lincoln would be good dnt knw i feel well to negative about it just dunno its a weird one . i guess i just expected that art school would show me ways of doing art nod do some nonsense of folders and essays and anything else but the actual techniques  just want gone out of it and done .

god damn wordpress

so was just aout to happily post up 1 my essays so can share them finaly but no it wipes out the god damn pics meaning ill prob need find the pics again and try post them into the post so dunno. some times im like yeah this is as good as bloging gets quick post and a pic but when you want actualy share something more serious its just taking the piss . its jus like no you aint posting anything good lol .

as goth how i feel people look at me ?

People always seem to ask me what do I think of how other people usualy react towards my look and how do I deal with it etc. My usual responce is I dnt really respond to it . Like I dnt care enough about the peoples thoughts on it and as I dnt care I dnt need deal with it lol obvious its nice if some 1 says that I look different and nice etc like in a lovely way but if its said in bad way I dnt really take notice of it because well clearly I’m stilla s important to them for them to actually say something lol. There is exactly 4 people in this word who’s opinion in my mind matters its my parents as they allways been suporting me and they always been there for me nomather what’s my choices same with my best friend and my boyfriend who is kind like my best friend to and every1 else can kind think what they want I apriciate the opinions of other people but sorry but I dnt care for them as much to adjust my self or how I look or act or what ever else I feel if one stands ones ground then one will get further rather than just being a wana be obvious I am kind a wanabe but then again we all are cos just way it is . But over all I dnt feel you should need to even respond to anyone who doesn’t matter to you and they trying give you nonsence comments . I’m my eye its like why bother they dnt care about you why should you care about them ?