Started the day with email from uni saying how my attendance is low and I should fill this form in if I been sick wich I obviously havent been , I just kind of lost my concentration on the idea of university again. Its like I am doing the work etc its not like im doing f all . I just find it stupid to spend 15 ponds for 15 minutes of teChing. Its crazy to my mind , but hey maybe its just me. But besides this I feel like im doing quite ok for change . At least in uni. Even have final work planed and everything . And even more unbalievable I came up with idea for things to sell too . As I love my collor paintings . I thought I could do smallpaintkngs of like flowers and genraly nice things lol . With an s&m ponny trown in here or there so at least in this . I embRce the new better life. But where it co es to other bits well just need see how its going ..
This been quite pointless day in my restart of university. As I woke late cos I was just not arsed enough to get up early to secure a nice space in the studio. I ended up sleeping till 8.20 and leaving the house at 8.30 pretending that I will catch the train at 9.20 which I obviously did not . But it at least gave me time to go buy a yearly student bus card taking away lovely chunk of 249.50 out my student loan . Always a great way to start the day . But still keeping it positive marched to the studios just find out there is no space left and me and couple other people have to wait till someone puts more walls up so bad space guaranteed exactly same as last year . So was pretty much going in turning around and coming back out . But I treated my self with a pretty new note book for this year and maybe even get some chinese or the good cakes .to keep this day rolling hopefully with no more badness .