dont turn your back

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30 day blogging challenge day 14

Day 14: photo of someone you can’t imagine your life without

No question about it for this one. Its my beloved boyfriend . He means absolute everything to me . I’d go trough hell and back for him . And I’d never ever will let anyone take my place in his life . He’s my everything and I couldn’t be more great full to have him here with me .

30 day challenge again ?

Yes I will be doing another 30 day challenge because it helped me last time to get back into blogging every day last time when this kind of zig zag happened . Plus this is a like a photo challenge. So something a bit different . Made me think about instagram tho as I’m still not updating since my tablet is still dead hopefully will get it working soon or get a new one . Really miss it tbh .

no shame ootd

So lovely no shame outfit of the day . Had like a mini work out training with little kids . Yet feel so tired worst pain in back ever cos muscles, but at least starting to improve on belly slowly but surely.

Crop top – primark
Trausers – not a clue as my parents buy them in bulk somewhere lol

time to do something

so as am finaly back its time to catch up and do something.  planed a bussy day for my self so should be  a good one. eed do some painting and bits too so see how that goes.  just need kill bit time till train and then be good to go.  will do bits of writing in train so just to type up when home so dnt waist any time.  but feel pretty good tbh.  makes a positive change 🙂

back from scotland

So I came back from scotland this monday after an eventfull week with my sweet sweet boyfriend. When got there he blasted out this mega box of gifts and all these little things that just made him think of me so he got them just thought was the sweetest thing ever plus it kind made me finaly go get that new shelf yesterday as have lots to go on there . And well iit wasn’t the bestest week for us as well we havnt seen each other for months and then sudnly do again its bit u know ackward at times but I think it gave us time to talk things trough and well we actually have date when going back wich is in about 3 week not 3 months so definitely lots better than befor and we thought we been together almost 4 year y give up now . It comes with its harshness and its not geting easyer as I have to fight of heavy depersion every time I come back but I think its worth every moment for even the chance to be with him . Plus we only live once so y not be with person u wana be rather than just giving up. Guy is my absolute world and I’d cut my own leg off for him and I think after all this distance thing we will be stronger than ever and we be able apriciate the relationship more that way . Only to grow stronger . Never to give up. 13

hellow world.

Hi, so am finally in train back to notts. Fucking hate it . Sorry about nt posting tho as well it was 3 months without seeing love of my life lol we had other things to do. Just feel so horrible not knowing when I gona see him again. But there is some things moving forward as will be puting in aplications for other unis . And talking about unis . 2 weeks to catch up totaly worth it tho . We had very lovely 2 weeks and I staid like 3 extra nights than was planed . Feel bad for guy tho cos he works night shifts and some points he seemed totaly drained but it does mean so much to me that he stays up etc for me and I apriciate it . He’s my soul mate he truly is . I’d not want anyone else . Just feels good that I dnt have lots friends but I have an amazing best friend perfect boyfriend and suportive parents I honestly dnt need more than that . If I can have love from these 4 people then I can be and achieve anything in this world :). All the depression and unhappines is worth it moment I see just 1 them smile 🙂 .

back to mesurments

Think should try get back to check out my mesurments as feel well into the squat challenge day 4 today doing well easy quickly done etc every1 should do it lol. I want hot bum 1c in my life and I think I’m finaly determined enough to do it . So ill try post my stats up every week see if anything changes .
Arm top : 28cm (good)
Arm under elbow: 22cm (good)
Above breasts: 83cm (good)
Across breasts: 83cm (good)
Under breasts: 74.5 (need 73)
Thinnest part in belly: 66 cm (good)
Fattest part in belly: 80cm (need 76)
Hips: 86cm (need 82)
Bum: 95cm (need 91)
Leg top part: 57.5cm (need 55)
Leg lower part: 35.5 (good)

Def bits to improve so think work to do

mini back to school haul

Finaly finaly had chance to get at least some tiny bits for uni still need go get some other stuff but this what got today. First went trough to staples got lost there for like 40 mins looking at things didn’t get as much as expected tho first I got 1 them 1″ folders in red with black kind pattern thought be cool just kind costumize it with something to go with things I do in uni etc so be pretty good plus its so shiny haha and when u open it u hav bit for notes there and a bit for contents too wich thought was pretty good . This was 2 pound . Then I got a staples own ballpoint stick pens they came in pack of 8 only for 1.50. They are 1.0 in thickness and comes in red pink orange yellow 2 greens and 2 blues of different shades. I always prefered the cheep brands for pens as they seem nicer to write with like more flowy writing if u know what I mean . More from pens I got a sharpie ultra fine marker in dark blue for 1.70 and a silver sharpie for my bf as he needed 1 and that 1 was 2 pounds . Always hate that the sharpies are expensive cos I love them so much. But at least 1 cool super fine 1 will do me for now . 🙂 .then I got a staples own automatic pencil 0.5 tickness just for 50p it comes with little rubber on top too . I kind recently redecovered the meckhanical pencils again as I bought a mini pencil case recently and I had 1 in it and I absolutely fell in love with it so I thought I could get 1 more hehe. Last from writing materials I bought this uni ball signo gelstick pen 0.7 tickness in black for 1.50 . I member I used to use these pens years and years back when still was in school in latvia I absolutely love these as the inky pens writes so nicely and comes in usefull if can’t get use actuall ink . Last thing I got from staples was a medium size prit stick well every 1 needs a pritt stick lol plus was only a pound nt the usual 2. Then wile was lost in staples my mum wondered into range and when went to serch for her I skiped trough the halloween section and found this really cute sticker pack thinking yeah this can totaly be part of dacoration of the big folder I bought paid only pond too. Last thing I got was all purpose glue from wilkinsons its their own brand and honestly it was my best friend last year so I just went straight for big pack only 1.50 and its great for everything and it drys supper fast . Its great . Def sugesting it for every1. There def be 1 more back to school haul to come . But pretty pleased about todays as got few things and def didn’t over pay ether 🙂

just little video from the other day about outfit of the first day of geting back to uni