im not fat im big boned

Ever looked in mirror and thought damn what happened I was so skinny yestrday? That’s literary only way how to explain how I feel about my look today. Just feels that after yestrdays non stop eating I have gained a stone. When I step on scale there is no change but it doesn’t mean it makes me feel any better of my tummy lol in some sence it seems crazy to me cos I put a size 6 shirt on and it fits ok just dunno . Since my lovely best friend sent me a pic of me in beach wearing shorts and bikini top I felt horrofied . And thinking my 30 day jumping challenge is totally not working. Yes I’m still doing it . Mybe I should do sit up or something instead . To work on erm effected areas more . Cos with my super low blood pressure heavy diets are nt my friend so litterary duno. Just will need come up with something that actualy makes a difference .

big glass of vitamin c but no blood giving

Yeah some plans changed and I won’t be able to go donate blood today will need be moved to start next week but not to worry I’m still gona go its for better cause so must do . I’m just happily stuck at house today def happily as can see in pic not a sign of blue sky its cold and wet so thought def need energy boost with big glass of vitamin c as it is only kind of meds that I use ever yes I’m not into it never been an look at me havnt been ill for over a year now . Well pleased . All tnx to my good old friend vitamin c

So finaly collected all the work from final assessment so just 2 mor days to go and be done. So so exited tbh . Plus the 3d year girl that I have to help set up as part of the project said she could make me 1 them jars with a rat in that liquid stuff for 40 pound will be freaking awsome. Be a little gift to my self for sufering tru the year lol