Week in..

its week gone since my birthday.. I know I know its only a week but already feels like im failing the list . The magical list of this year and never mind the one day list thats literary never to happen. Im half way into my book im still 64.5 kgs wich is just crazy been years since I weight this much but I joined noom coach again wich was great help to me last year I will make video on this cos I just want to share the goosd things . Uni ways if you been reading my ramblings i suck bad time . But im trying and planing spend all day tomorrow studying. In some sense I do feel kind of stuck feeling wich is not good same with my art im trying to relax etc and just put what ever on paper but obvious  its not exactly happening I just feel stuck in rutine I guess. Im usual found of good rutine  ut this def aint one. I think its time for great change . Its time to embrace it.

Anyhow lets stop the moaning im thinking christmas. I cant wait decorate my beautiful tree again usualy do it around mid of december. Have got some gifts too almost all for my  boyfriend  and litle bit for mum but have thoughts what get for dad and finish rest so im on track. Need  find something nice to put in my Christmas cards too as always . Must say pretty exited .

To finish of heres me of the other day lol . Told you no change since my birthday

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happy birth day to me

it finally have happened , another year have passed. must say this been a very very busy year. well for starters my boyfriend moving down to England, that’s pretty major i think . some other bits and bobs, but besides all the nonsense at summer its been a really good year.  to celebrate my parents gifted me 2 tickets to go to London, so i grabbed my boyfriend by the hand made him get up early and all the other good stuff and off we were. must say i felt great. just away from everyday at place i love with person i love whats better gift than that. overall we did lots of walking about seeing the main bits as it was my boyfriends first time in London. but obviously had to go to Camden. we went food searching there in the morning after the bus journey as both of us felt absolutely starved. don’t mean to sound racist but we noticed that there is every possible food choice but not British lol so we went for some Chinese instead. in between arriving and food we seen the Amy Winehouse monument too with was one of the things he wanted to see. we found it by accident in middle of Camden lock.

20141125_121326must say kind imagined the sculpture to be a bit bigger but maybe its just me. after stuffing our faces we just started walking down the main street to that other metro station just past the Camden town one . can never remember how its called. just cause we were in serch for drinks . seen this beautiful wall drawing of a parrot i just had to take a picture of it .

IMG-20141125-03265i mean how freaking gorgeous is this birdy. and it was massive too. just soo soo pretty. when finally ventured away from staring at walls lol we did go to National Gallery. where obviously i got told off for carrying a can then trying find a bin and only one being outside , i find bit strange. seen this painting too on which one of the women totally looks like the kid from this is England . lol even tried to tweet it

IMG-20141125-03268seems to be the running theme that pictures are not taken of anything actual lol. i could say we were just personalizing them lol . oh outside the National Gallery we seen a big blue cock too . obvious must take picture

IMG-20141125-03269it was beautiful. as you can notice in the picture the weather looks horrible cos it started to rain so the next hide out was Tate Modern, my boyfriend hated it lol he says he does not see the point n this art. and if this is art how can i not make it in art world as an artist. it did made me wonder. we walked around for a while there then sat down to have some hot chocolate . actually was surprised that the gallery sells it pretty cheep plus it was just magical. i even attempted to do an electronic drawing for this collage thing that they had but it didn’t how up. my guesses it has a massive filter and my picture was considered dirty. lol  but at least here is happy me with my hot chocolate and my drawing. no shame

20141125_170643obviously seen the main bits like the big ben and london eye and buckingham palace too and i cant say enough how much i love that city its like it never goes quiet its literary perfect . and first time spending time with my boyfriend there really meant lots to me and definitely made this one of my best birth days ever. so happy 22 to me great start to my better life plan . pleased

new ideas and new start

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it will be my 22nd birth day next tuesday (25th november) and honestly i have never looked more forward to my birthday in my life. well for starters my parents gifted me a trip for me and my boyfriend to go to london which im super sicked about as been months upon months since last been there. come to think of it last time i was in london was january… disappointing all the way. but at least have ticket now so am good to go . without a plan yet tho as need consult my boyfriend and pretend we will do things he wants lol. but going back to birthday idea. bit background – every year since who knows when i have made a list of things i want to do that year . usually trying keep it realistic and just adding couple crazy ones to keep me motivated obviously i have never completed the whole list . in my brain its kind of impossible but for a change i actually feel like i could do it this year . i will post the final list on here when its done as still feel like couple bits need be added. plus for this years list i decided to mix it up and trow in some random mini goals, i think thats why i feel it will be easier achieve all of the things on there . so fir now next 2 days ill be for start working my ass off to finish my dissertation draft as need be handed in monday morning and will be enjoying extra binging on food and other bits that will be cut out after my birthday day to achieve some of my goals.

another thing i wanted to mention , i have not posted anything for a month here but i have been posting on my youtube channel . even was  a bussy bee today and added new video this morning ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8uXMYMQmxM&feature=youtu.be )  but now on to typing the essay .

So my birth day have officialy started and I’m siting in train station on a cold bench and sadly wait for lincoln train till whom I have like 40 min to go cos I just just missed the previous one. Trying keep it positive tho . Grown up way of celebrating birth days aint a fun way lol . First time in the 21 birthday that I have had this is the 1st time when ill be attending educational instance lol . See I sound smart already . Now quickly to lincoln and back . Have feast at home woop some salad thing and diet coke and ill be pleased . Oh and fluffy socks need some fluffy socks lol x