Its great to feel that i have definitely made the right choice with the man im with . Despite all the zig zags we had its them little moments that make me realise its been woth more than i could ever give. Like when woke this morning turned to look at him and he moved looked at me and put out ghe most beautiful smild there is and it just felt like the bestest thing there is . Feel happy .
Day 14: photo of someone you can’t imagine your life without
No question about it for this one. Its my beloved boyfriend . He means absolute everything to me . I’d go trough hell and back for him . And I’d never ever will let anyone take my place in his life . He’s my everything and I couldn’t be more great full to have him here with me .
Hey guys , so been a while . Must say been quite hectic couple weeks with my boyfriend moving down from scotland and me getting a job . So feels like I’m ether traveling somewhere or am at home with him and obvious nt wantting to spoil the lovely moments with blogging non stop lol. But most say feel great . I have some1 to wake up every morning have a job to go to it feels good almost like a real person. And today in bus to town I started to even want to paint again . Which did suprize me a little as been couple months since looked at canvas . Prob bring sketchbook to work with me next couple shifts so can plan out a painting . I gues I need be happy to embrace the art world . Depression aint doing it for me . I will go in bigger details about what’s happening etc in a vlog as it just seems easier to explain with hand movements etc lol . I will get back on track with updating youtube too as been a while . But I’m getting there . Hope ur enjoying the lovely summer weather not like me lol.
Best wishes -disspossable
My lovely boyfriend keeps gifting me cute things. He sent me this lovely key chain . I always wanted a key chain but never had one till now. I think its absolutely beautiful and I love it . The chain is a bit long as never wear long chained necklaces but maybe its time to start cos do like how it looks like on plain black top as just a little accent. Well happy 🙂
So despite geting punched in the face in training today lol I got back in house and there was a package waiting for me from my bf . So basickly other day he was out in town and he called and said he saw a slipknot tshirt in 1 the shops would I want it I’m like obvious lol and I honestly didn’t thought it be this shirt cos I been wanting it for years and its magic it is bit large as it is mens medium but think chop off some bits and be good to go . I absolutely love it its brilliant . :). He also sent me a bunny suicide book cos u just can’t go wrong with that but I’m so happy about the shirt yes yes I was jumping a little too haha
So I came back from scotland this monday after an eventfull week with my sweet sweet boyfriend. When got there he blasted out this mega box of gifts and all these little things that just made him think of me so he got them just thought was the sweetest thing ever plus it kind made me finaly go get that new shelf yesterday as have lots to go on there . And well iit wasn’t the bestest week for us as well we havnt seen each other for months and then sudnly do again its bit u know ackward at times but I think it gave us time to talk things trough and well we actually have date when going back wich is in about 3 week not 3 months so definitely lots better than befor and we thought we been together almost 4 year y give up now . It comes with its harshness and its not geting easyer as I have to fight of heavy depersion every time I come back but I think its worth every moment for even the chance to be with him . Plus we only live once so y not be with person u wana be rather than just giving up. Guy is my absolute world and I’d cut my own leg off for him and I think after all this distance thing we will be stronger than ever and we be able apriciate the relationship more that way . Only to grow stronger . Never to give up. 13
finaly in tain to my beloved scotland. been literary forever. tried post a pic of me of the day and some other bits but i pressed the delete botton instead so all is lost lol. but im well exited and my boyfrind wanting me to tattoo on him to so i will be filming it all lol it gona be magic and hopefuly sort my ankle too as ther is some bits that hurt the most u can see where i have lifted of needle cos it hurt lol not good look u cant notice if just glance on it but if have proper look like i do then its like y half of it is nice and half isnt lol. but i feel this gona be great as got my bf bunch sweets and other random stuff lol. saw this bird literary stuupides thing i seen in my life lol had to buy it. it was a must lol. member geting him owl from same collection lol. yeah we have weird thing for owls with ears. thats great obvious lol. will prob post at some point during the stay too. as i feel like i have neglected my blog a bit lately just been it stressfull but now everything is sorted and i can get going again 🙂