you may ask what is stopping one to be truly happy , must say in past couple weeks time i have discovered that it is always people involvement. ill specify that . the people who you may not want to be as involved as they want to be. it feels like ongoing thing couple weeks to get over madness then when you start think oh you know its not to bad . someone comes along and disturbs it again and this vicious circle keeps going on and on and on. its like there is no escaping it. which leads me to think is there really possibility for better life if other people are involved. obvious i want a few people in my life but would it effect their lives for better too if i do something about mine. but lets face it some changes need happen. job for a start would be nice change . but that seem to never to happen. sadly .. but at least uni is going well at moment. went to this art and thereness elective obvious at previous day email argument with the teacher person which was obvious fun but other ways been not too bad have plan with plenty things to do but right now im thinking bit job search shower and pink panther cartoon marathon . that will defo be improvement of my life. hah
Day 14: photo of someone you can’t imagine your life without
No question about it for this one. Its my beloved boyfriend . He means absolute everything to me . I’d go trough hell and back for him . And I’d never ever will let anyone take my place in his life . He’s my everything and I couldn’t be more great full to have him here with me .
Day 11: photo of something you hate
So for this post I can not post a pic. As there is very very small amount of things that I hate and this happen be 1 them and its bit personal so I dnt wana go around and brag about it but I hate it with all my guts
Is the impossible finally happen? Lol yes it will I hopefully have introduction thing at same place my mum works finally finally . Just seems take forever . But fingers crossed . As one need money lol. Cos student loan aint gona last me . I just finally wana start doing something cos want do some bits for my art stuff too but it all cost money I dnt have so work is a must . And work as much as I can physically handle and be ok lol.
This week been so with me and so against me well most day this week I could sleep in cos practicaly no uni this week but now that I have to get up for it its just torture . That’s the thing if it be like 7 in morning it be ok but now its like no lol plus 1 of my eyes feel kind funny just hoping no infection there . Plus I gona attempt get ready with me video as I go along. And then atempt to actualy arive in uni by 2pm just dnt wana move lol so lazy
Let’s face it when u see ur cat just lie there in the sun on floor u just want say f this and lie there next to him. But need get up and make a plan for the day. As feel like I have done absolute notting for past weeks as just waiting for the uni to start at end of september . So gona make a plane to make my day usefull maybe start with power nap.. Ok no powernap lol. But I always nEed. A plan for litterary everything I think its the way forward for more active days etc so my plan once again is to make a plan.