its week gone since my birthday.. I know I know its only a week but already feels like im failing the list . The magical list of this year and never mind the one day list thats literary never to happen. Im half way into my book im still 64.5 kgs wich is just crazy been years since I weight this much but I joined noom coach again wich was great help to me last year I will make video on this cos I just want to share the goosd things . Uni ways if you been reading my ramblings i suck bad time . But im trying and planing spend all day tomorrow studying. In some sense I do feel kind of stuck feeling wich is not good same with my art im trying to relax etc and just put what ever on paper but obvious its not exactly happening I just feel stuck in rutine I guess. Im usual found of good rutine ut this def aint one. I think its time for great change . Its time to embrace it.
Anyhow lets stop the moaning im thinking christmas. I cant wait decorate my beautiful tree again usualy do it around mid of december. Have got some gifts too almost all for my boyfriend and litle bit for mum but have thoughts what get for dad and finish rest so im on track. Need find something nice to put in my Christmas cards too as always . Must say pretty exited .
To finish of heres me of the other day lol . Told you no change since my birthday
are you same as me from some them weird people that celebrate christmas at christmas eve? in this sence specialy like kid i never got the getting up in morning and getting your gifts cos you already got them the previous night. but u know for me its not so much about gifts i just like that i can get together with mum and dad have a lovely meal have a laugh etc just nice family thing. i like that. its alabout the christmas spirit. i know i have been tough year etc but it was nice had some yummy food and chatted away. sadly my bf couldnt join us this year cos his work and some other bits but at least get see him soon anyway so its all not that bad. all this did happen on 24th and traditionaly i always spend 25th as lazy as posible. the less i move the better. its food and films all the way. and now that im finaly alive with my insides killing me cos too much food i feel like i can take on the day, start on my uni stuff on bits that need be finished etc. see i can act like an adult if i need to lol. tomarrow tho will need leave the house cos need get some bits and bobs for the lady that always comes visit us over the new years. shes like a family friend. well look forward to that. must say over all its been pretty good. 🙂
feel like been productive day. as sorted my hair and and main thing i put my shoes on and my tattoo is not hurting at all wich i kind of dreaded. and well i was stearing at it earlyer and thought hmm i kind like it how it looks when not colored in but i think it would look lots better if i would have a matching one on the other side but i dnt know if id be ready to go trough that pain again lol. it hurt so god damn bad lol it better look good and fingers crossed it wont need tuch up.
and my bf was not helping me not to cover all of me in tattoos by buying me big pack if antiseptic wipes. . wich was kind only thing stoping me. he got me pack of 100 +first aid pre injection wipes. but im not leting my self to fall for temptations lol. wait till this heals and then. lol
over all im getting there just finishing packing my christmas gifts too. and overall feel positive and pretty ready for christmas. plus rocking a no shame look too. wich is fab and obvious way to. go 🙂
do u know that there is just couple days left till christmas? are you exited i know i am. lol. i thought i already posted about my christmas tree but aparently i did not so here it is. i have a white christmas tree cos since i was little i always wanted white one so couple years back i got this one. its about 6 feet tall.and finaly finaly i found a good set if blue decorations as we have always have like a purple theme.
i got them from studio24.co.uk for like 4.99 and they came as set with blue and silver. there is i think 4 different sizes and there are some mat ones and shiny and spackly ones and you get bunch of silver strings in the pack wich i thought was great. to these i did added some lights and some purple beeds and things and this is what i got.
i think its magical enough for me. love it
so been bit bussy with my christmass crafts too and this year i decided to add this beautiful origami star to each card i send just as little bit of extra thought. i will be posting up tuorial but im having bit troble with filming cos it seems to go blury all the time but i will. but im selling them on my etsy in all colors you like so if ur lazy be sure to check them out haha
so its been for wile now i been wanting this blossom tree but i always found that they are bit expensive u know for lights that u only sometimes put on just like a room decor. but i saw this one in studio24.co.uk and i got it. i got the medium one 150cm 1. but dont be fooled its like the main tree bit thats 150 not including the branches. i originaly inted to put it in the newly done spare room but i love it and i think it looks great next to my chair lol
hers some pics
and yes if u lean towards it u get blinded lol. worth it. this is how i finaly start my christmas spirit. other things still to come 🙂
so the christmas time is slowly aproaching and as always i can not wait at all. its my favorite time of the year. all i wana do is cudle up with some hot chocolate and spend time with people that i love. so this year i thought i could start out with some christmas crafts that are fun and easy to make so everyone can do it. and embrace the magical christmas spirit as much as i do hehe
finally finally the christmas is on its way. yes i am one of them people who go crazy about christmasses i mean im pretty much done and got everything i need for gifts and cards and what else not i even already got some sticker things for my window too i thought i do bit crafting this year see what i can make be mire creative etc. overly exited as per usual its crazy lol