london

as mentioned before i went to London last Thursday. must say as always it was amazing, there is no unhappiness in london, well at least for me. haha. well over all it was a good day for shopping as went around oxford street with another attempt to find victoria secret but gave up on it just couldn’t remember at wich street i needed to turn to get to it. but did went to some usuals like tezenis, h&m, forever 21, primark, river island and so on. had a glance at selfriges too. oh glorious selfriges.. im such a sad person lol ,

but obvious there is no shopping completed for me unless i go to camden market too , as per usual with a lunch brake with some chinese mmm . cheep and good. that’s the way to go.  so by the end of the day i ended up with bag fulls of stuff i dont need lol

but actual main reason why i needed to go to london this time was to sort my passport as well it was meant to end at 15th of june so im now left with no id for who knows how long. my dad sorted his about month and a bit ago and it took them to get it done a month. sadly wont be able to go london to get it as well no job no money so ended up paying for the prepaid envelope . they took 9 bloody pounds for it , which i think was absolute crazy, in end i paid exactly 80. from which the “charges for services” were 41 pound . totally beyond . so was not too keen on it . plus found it weird that they wont accept card payments in embassy only cash. a bit strange but hey whats the difference how they take all my money, lol. another thing about latvian embassy that well its in a freaking basement

lol home sweet home. obvious almost fel down the god damn stairs but was lucky in way that there was like no people there so just quickly talked to the woman took pic for passport and was done. lol quick run back upstairs and away i went.,

so after all the dissapointment of latvian embassy i wanted bit cheering up and went to tate modern . i will make video off it as i did fillmed some bits in it cos well i could live in the place so filming is a must . but thought i share some of  the pics i took wile walking about . these are from my phone that was sending to my bf just show the goodness of tate modern lol

my bf is big fan of Andy Warhol so i sent him 2 pics of him ,

but as always it was great day , well overdue, and already cant wait for next time .

 

ok im fat

ok it have came to my attention.  well it happened last night that i have gained like 2kg. .. im not happy at all.  i need get back in shape i mean what happened.  i had such good mesurments last summer. and i am determined to get back to it.  no mather what it takes. it gona be hard but ill do it.  so i thought i need organise and start things new and fresh.  besides the bloging challenge ill be strating 2 more challenges.  1st being 30 days without bread that includes wraps all the pastries and that kind good stuff to.  which i think will get me losing weight instantly cos i love dougnuts and them chocolate bunthings and all that kind stuff.  im giving it all up.  plus my insides be happier too as wel my tummy does not like too much bread.  and second challenge i gona restart my bum challenge as i been doing it but the days have been skiped etc etc but now im ready for it.  good body here i come

It literary feels like the worst day of my life for start just can’t get my head together and then everything just nt going as smooth as planed . But am finaly on train to work. So getting ther . Dnt like that need go by bus back too so just gona kind ride trough it .just feel like want hit some1 tho . Lol never a good sign. Just want some exitement or something something that be like yeah look at this that a life not this nonsence . Even uni just cudnt start like for every 1 else no that’s too fucking much to ask . Jut rrr not happy 😦

hate mail resolvement

Like said in one of the posts before that I gona write an email to the main guys of dominos of how my meneger acts etc and about 2 dudes discosing how I look and 1 them telling my mum that my bra is too high. And in sence never though it could come ot as a sexual asult . But guy comenting on my underwear almost lost his job as in uk every 1 takes it super serious on sexual offences bullying and stuff like that wich in my case worked well for me. But he got away with an official warning as its first time something like that happens. But yeah guy was like little angel towards every girl in the building lol . Think he just kind imagened too much of him self and think what hurt him more is that a woman took him down like this lol briliant. Mum was there when the meneger told him all this as both them were called in to talk about what I hav said and is it true and she says u cud see panic in his face as he cud hav lost the work place as he is 1 the people who move to dif country and don’t bother learning the language so if he hav had lost his place guy would have been in big big troble but honestly he needed get told straight that this is not f ing latvia where things like this do not get noticed .