reality

past couple days been thinking about the internet and the realization of people with in it. basically like a  week ago me and my boyfriend was shopping around charity shops as we were looking about this girl approached me and said she watches my video etc and obvious me totally failing got supper shy etc and all i could do is blush and say thanks. the more i thought about this the more it kind of makes me realize the 5000 people flowing me on youtube are actual people lol its like suddenly they have a face it’s no more just a number on my screen. i just dont know. its like my brain have had sudden realization there is people there not just me rumbling about nothing . must say it was great feeling to be a somebody for 2 seconds.

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a somebody?

Hi people , hope you had good easter or if your still celebrating hope your having fun. But that’s not the subject of the day , basically yesterday I discovered that this girl have made a drawing of me . Must say I was pretty amazed. Besides the fact its total copy of me but also that someone would do that . Never thought something like that would happen . Cos you have all these nice people etc and they picked me . Must say felt and still do feel well overwhelmed . I just wana run and yell yay I’m a somebody now lol
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my webpage!

its not tottaly finished yet and im still to sort the domain name but here it is my webpage! at moment as previously said it is mainly for my art work but once this is done i can turn it about a bit and make it a more general page including a shop and my other doings.

www.disspossable.wix.com/disspossable

Interview . Day 2?

If you seen my last post it was about me going to a job interview  in this caffe. So good things happened and they called me yesterday saying i  need to attend this kind of interview but like a more practical based. So here i am sittig in nero drinking milkshake as im 1 the  people who Arive supper early so have another 20 min to kill before i even walk over to the place. Must say pretty exited. Guess this kind means they liked me and put me forward so one more day to do and hopefully job will be mine. I think they are taking more than 1 person on so at least more chances of getting it. Will need work my bumcheeks off for wile tho so all bills payed off etc . But i liked that if i do stay here i can turn the job in full time if i decide to stay there after i finish uni . So pretty pleSed. Plus early shifts mean i can easily be in uni by 12 or 1 oco0lock. Only thing they said i can be put anywhere in the work space like 1 day i could be in the till next in the kitchen . But at least gives me like people expierences too . Till i punch some old woman for trying to buy an over priced muffin lol .

Thanks for all the people who wished me luck and keeped fingers crossed for  me 🙂

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