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just 1 of them days

My official 1st day back to normal life. Feel tired and unhappy and need go to uni and preferably not kill anyone . Just feel so sad going away from my boyfriends and come back to notts. Always feels like escape from normality with actualy something nice and happy for change. And then the big return like today brain just refuse to function. Feels like walking around in autopilot. Not happy not happy at all..

Not happy

So as am out and about and left house way too early decided just go around the town see maybe something good in shops.  So i happily walk into new look.  As much as i like lots of their stuff i hate their changeing rooms svear to god i never feel that chuby and over all discostingly looking as there.  So i want try out this dress happy size 6.  I take off my shirt and see my self.  I honestly wanted to cry.  What the hell they ment help look people look good not like f ing monsters lol.  I did ended up buying the little dress but now confidnce down the hill.  Todays look not doing it for me any more..