its official

Its official. My second day in job . Yes I’m being a working woman with house husband lol. Nt minding life like this . Easy job, great man at home . That’s the way to the real person world. Only need leave house at 5 o’clock . So is bit early but means I get home quicker . I know its notting amazing job ways . But like I always say . Job is a job. And if one needs money one needs to work . So honestly feel like life going the right direction for a change . Happy

way too early..

So our lovely latvian friend was leaving to day and well me as a lovely person was the one who went with her to the bus station. Which means now at what almost 8am I’m waiting for bus home. Which is well crazy . At least pleased for her as she flying from london she get smell som london air lol even just for couple h more than notting considering that its been year since last been in london my self but at least be to it in 2 week time so am well exited . Must say been great week with new years and stuff . Can happily get back to uni. Will have some bits and bobs to add from new years too just when get more awake lol

so tired and so cold

Its officialy day 3 in uni . I feel ill nt be to happy with as we had read this paper about philosopher as artis which well was lots off bullshit no offence to the person who wrote it but just felt like some1 hav took 1 sentence and repeted it to fill 4 pages . Plus god the general idea of the writing bit and stuff in fine art course is just beyond to me because its worth higher procentage than the practical part. Lol I seem so hatefull towards things lately . But com on 1st project we get is group work . And we ment come out as independent young artists . Yet we learn no new skills. I’m just pissed off and can’t get over it lol

day 2

God I’m so tired its only day 2 in uni to begin and its 6.40 and I’m just siting here haf a sleep wanting to just stay sitting here in kitchen in the chair lol feel like def be sleeping in train. Dnt like bein tired. I did try go sleep earlyer but family guy was on lol and I kind just drifted off at some point trough that I guess . Trying keep It positive with thought that I am finaly in uni and actualy doing it . Well kinda doing it . We nt geting any spaces yet or anything so kind if I do do something it need be at home wich nt good as will need cary thing in uni . So its kind nt the best . Do I feel bit more positive that I’m starting in new building etc ? No I fucking hate it . Plus people trying socialise too I’m like no I dnt want be friends with u. I try be social but its like no I go there to study primary not socialise with people who for 100% doesn’t even agree on my views of the new building etc . Just no there’s no other words lol.

nt sure if looking good or tragic..

This was me on just about to leave house still nt sure if I’m rocking this look or nt . But damn the size of my arm in this pic . But hail for starting my summer with ripped tights . 🙂

So first time in pretty long time had an early start I mean I need catch train at 8 so needed leave house just after 7. Feel like have been going in lazy side in geting up duno y just feels like it like I dnt do anything specialy for uni stuff that’s like out of question to even consider doing it lol feels like its getting better tho was sitting on bed last night thinking I feel like I could do something lol that’s just craZy isn’t it ? Cudnt even stick my lashes on properly today 1 feels like falling of already and did I bring a mirror to fix it ? No so have to walk around like little weirdo that I am till get to lincoln .the joys