exited about exhibition

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the new group

unbelievable things happen sometimes i guess. well to make it short in uni we had to divide in groups between us and prepare things for a mini exhibition which is pretty much like a mini try out of ideas to prep for the final end of the year show. so trough this all stuff i was added to this group of differences and before i even got to join properly i was trown out . lol so on that note i was set to make my own group and with my boyfriends kind encouragement . i kind of ened up rallying this other girl into making a new group and this weird guy ended up joining us too. so now im actualy feel pretty good about the upcoming stuff. as we need make like an webpage and other bits and bobs to do . so once in my life i actualy feel good about the progress of my uni stuff lol . just wanted to share it

diary of a 3rd year fine art student . day 1 : pointless attendance

This been quite pointless day in my restart of university. As I woke late cos I was just not arsed enough to get up early to secure a nice space in the studio. I ended up sleeping till 8.20 and leaving the house at 8.30 pretending that I will catch the train at 9.20 which I obviously did not . But it at least gave me time to go buy a yearly student bus card taking away lovely chunk of 249.50 out my student loan . Always a great way to start the day . But still keeping it positive marched to the studios just find out there is no space left and me and couple other people have to wait till someone puts more walls up so bad space guaranteed exactly same as last year . So was pretty much going in turning around and coming back out . But I treated my self with a pretty new note book for this year and maybe even get some chinese or the good cakes .to keep this day rolling hopefully with no more badness .

uni starting..

So its another saturday morning when I almost miss my work cos trains at least manager people being understanding and letting me get the next train and be at work hour late . Last time I forgot that it starts earlier at saturdays all together so I have improved . Starting uni in 2 weeks too so see how ill manage part time . You know the jobs not bad its easy etc but its been what 2 and half months since started it and I’m extremely bored of it . Like the other day me and my bf were talking about tattoos and I’m quite determined to decorate my hands . He’s like “no chance for u to get a normal job then” you know I dnt want normal job I want excitement I want do something that ill love not miss my train cos I dnt think its ok to get 3h early to get to work . Is it bad to think like that?

just small rant about uni

my book

so this is just some of the bits from my sketchbook. im always overly organised about it i haveeverything in sections etc. yes im  one of them weird people lol. 
i decided not to post the proper final prints etc yet as i for start didnt had much time to actualy sort the pics as even now am posting from train.  but i thought ill post them when they get graded etc give u all some insight of how bad of a student i am lol. 

its not all of the pages obvious as it be way way too big of post but i think it gives general ideas.  🙂

just thought i share something i been working on in uni . as its been wile since i posted something about it . i just add one pic because im trying sort my art blog etc so ill post more about it and when all the sites are up etc. its kind part of the uni course but i think it kind pushed me to the right direction to actually get erm.. social lol

just the pictures taken for my uni project as needed images to make prints out of and this is what i got 🙂

joys of being fine art student

Honestly its start to kill me that I can’t go to uni yet because I’m year 2 and only freshers start now in university of lincoln. Its really getting to me because I can’t go I’m sure I hav said this like million times now but its true and its in my mind all the time now but I hav done some little work for start the new projects as have plenty and plenty ideas for it and as fine art student there is no limits lol u take a old cut squash it and call it art clearly litterary everything goes in way its bad but in same time means I dnnt really have to sit there and study all day every day tru summer lucky me lol great to do subject that no1 thinks anything off . But yeah just kind gona start work on my book again at least a page a day so that’s rolling hav so much ideas for change tbh I’m just ready to take on but no that’s too much to ask lol. Just want get in studio put my are together . It be great and I think if everything goes as plan and I do open pantie shop there be lot of artwork to go on walls after this woop woop

Its great to arive in ur studio space and see that some1 have been interupting with ur work haf the shelfs fallen off and a broken pot well pissed off as per usual can not stand my course mates as no1 asks to barrow stuf just takes it as its theirs and my tutors still fing wonders why I dnt spend time here . It be just idiotic if I would . Thank god almost end of year and I won’t see anyone till september thank god. This totaly nt helping with my mind.