lets have a drink

Today is friday the 20st of june, my official name day , as mentioned before yes we are latvians we are freaks and we celebrate name days lol . So let’s rise our drinks to me lol. Just been kind drinking tea from my new tea cup/pot that my parents gifted me along with this super soft trow with same flower theme . Will prob make haul some point in next couple day to share the good stuff . But back to siting thinking and drinking lol. You know getting that feeling hmm another year past . And done f all with my life lol as per usual . Looking back havnt been that bad of year tbh . If nothing at least have started my youtubeing properly and enjoying it and printing slowly starting too . Feels like was year for starting things out . Is that good ? Dunno . But we are keeping it positive with the salad thing and bbq later on and chocolate cake too . So must say can’t complain. Food and gifts defo a good combination haha

dads name day, cats, feast and a new chair

yesterday was my beloved dads name day. and yes we are from easter europe and we celebrate name days.  its is kind of strange but another reason fir a feast and specialy now in summer time can sit outside have bit of bbq and stuff our faces as usual. was talking to my mum the other day how much different people cekebrate things here in uk.  say if one has a birth day and they invite people to their homes etc then they have like coctails and snacks and no major feeeds where say in latvia its like you have to starve your self for 3 days before hand cos you know if you go visit someone for celebration it will always be major feast and you will eat till you drop lol. its strange but oh my it tastes so so good. it was just me my mum and my dad celebrating but it didnt stop us form all the food glory as my dad did make some yummy pork chops on the bbq

and we had the salad thing (rosols) and drinks and stuff obvious everything in large quantities. lol be 3 days later still with the fridge full

and obvious needed bit of cake too cos everyone needs a bit of cake.  and then heavy work outs next 4 days lol.  we got this cake that looked like a happy worm.  i got to eat his face lol.  he tasted so so yummy.  its like a chocolate mini roll only big lol if that makes sense

see how happy he looked lol.  till i chewed on his little face lol. as we were sitting outside and bbq was going making everywhere in closest area smell like heaven we recieved another guest.  this random cat appiered wanting his cut of the meat lol.  he was so so cute tho. like all cuddly and stuff.  he appiered couple days before too,  me and my mum were sitting outside having some food and he came squeeking so we thought maybe hes starving or something as thats how we adopted fat cat (yes we call her fat cat ) so i brought out some cat food he sniffed it and walked away in disapointmemt never to bee seen again lol obvious only when pork is involved lol. 

another thing that i did is i bought a vintage chair yesterday.  it was so so sooo random tho.  my mum called me outside saying that the guy who has a shop next door have a chair sitting like in the back area and we could see it from our balcony.  so we were like oh its just like the chair we have we need it.  obvious. so we git up corige and went in his shop saying we want your chair.  i ended up paying 15 pound for it but i think its tottaly worth it as its in mint condition.  poor guy was at start like but its my only chair la la la but we say we want it so lol he sold it to us. 

must say it was really good day i really enjoyed my self.  🙂 well pleased

30 day blogging challenge : day 12

Day 12: what’s in my fridge.
I thought ill just simply list everything that there lol

Eggs
Peanut butter
Primula cheese
Some sauce packs
Cat food
Mustard
Milk
Salad cream
Some sweet sauces
Butter
Cream cheese
Coleslaw
Margarine
Cheese
Creme fraiche
Yogurts
Mayo
Mushrooms
Unknown polish food thingies lol
Sosage
Mocarella
Some other cheese
Smoked fish
And some ham

Nothing too wow lol a lot of cheese lol
Here is pic of front my fridge too

30 day blogging challeng : day 11

day 11 : 10 favorite foods

so in no peticular order these are 10 of my favorite foods that can just live off without the need of anything else lol

1. the salad thing or rosols or galas salati. 
this is literary my all times favorite.  there is no food better than this. 

2. a good chocolate cake.  obvious must have.  but anything with large contents of chocolate would have same effect

3.  spring rolls. 

4. chicken chow main and other noodle related items.  i jst love chickeny noodles tho.  soo good. 

5. potatos.  of any kind.  owen baked,  on pan, boiled, jacket, mash its all good

6. a good cheeseburger. 

7. salmon. best is raw salted on white bred with butter mmmm

8. freshly baked white bread.  kills insides but is heaven. 

9. water melon

10. own baked chicken.  another heaven on a plate haha

my breakfast and my lunch

So it is officialy my first day of trying get back in shape . And must say doing good so far . As I did not buy any munch as I always would have done . Instead I got a large hot chocolate . Wich totaly filled me and cos its so sugary It gives me energy too . Yes I call this breakfast and lunch. In some sense feel that no bread rule gona be bit hard as that’s that kind thing I usualy get for lunch if I’m out and about. So at moment not to sure how I gona go about it . But as this my last day of uni and I’m going on spring brake means I won’t be eating lunches outside as much as for start need save money cos going scotland and 2nd no bread lol . I did got pack of halls just in case I want a sweety . As it would keep my mouth bussy without eating a freaking elephant of sandwiches lol

one more year past need new body aka no food after 7 diet

so in my till 22 plan (will write more about it tommarrow) i have 2 points that involve my looks and well i just wana be skinnyer with better legs so i thougt i try out something new with a no food between 7pm and 7am. cos like diet ways im not really fan of them im more of a eat what ever i want but exersise kind person.  but i thought this seemed pretty straight forward and straight to the point.  plus most of that time i would sleep anyway and there be no before sleep munching like i always do.  and just simply stick to drinks.  i think this could go good i thought give it couple weeks see how it goes and if its working then keep it up if not then just try something else 🙂

30 day random blog challenge : day 10, if you could only live off one food and one beverage for rest of your days what would it be ?

So been wile off from my 30 day challenge as been away to scotland . (Later more on it) but I thought I get back to it where I left off . And it is day 10 : if you could only live off one food and one beverage for the rest of the life , what would it be ?
Well for beverage there is no doubt about it . Diet coca cola . Its my all time favorite drink I’m nt keen on normal one because its not as sweet but the diet one is just yum . Food ways its bit harder to chose cos sadly at moment I’m crazy about big mac I recently discovered its goodnes so a few have gone down my troth but I love the russian salad too ( leave recepie for it later ) its amazing so I’d prob create a weird mix of the too and call it food lol .

food guilt?

To me a very very very serious subject when you have a thin person who enjoys the food and after they have this crazy guilt of having it. I hav that like this morning, I woke up cos dad was shouting that dinner is ready yeah we eat prety early like 1 2 ish. Yes I know I slept too long. He didn’t made anything crazy just some mac and chese I well over did it with chese cos felt like there is more cheese than pasta lol. But I enjoid it it was nice but after felt such guilt cos I had that much specialy now that decided I need lose bit belly . And its allways like that. It does make me wonder somethimes that I dnt have some eating disorder cos of it but I guess can call my self lucky that way . Still makes u feel idiotic cos u even consider thinking that ..

Just lying in bed watching supersize vs superskinny always look at the thin person and think wow if I’d be that thin I know its bad and stuff but always wondered in kind suprize that I havnt gone in ether under eating or over eating or bulimia or something cos of the paranoia in my head and the guilt that I feel when I hav some food like its ok if it something little but say if do have take away wich I have rarely I feel so guilty and horible after. Sometimes do try tell it to people that are close to me and in some sence really dnt get it people says that’s stupid just hav food . And I’m like no that’s nt going near my mouth. U know when u see them people in pictures and u see them being thin and stuff it do fEels good in sence knowing I’m at least close to it if notting else . Planing to sort some inspiration pictures for my oneday wall