ok, this feels like the longest day ever . been up from like 10 o’clock which i thought that’s good can get up and take on. you know bit of smart thinking forward. so being a good child and being a good partner i thought ill do my weekly house clean. i was too dead after training yesterday so i moved it to today , usually its my Saturday thing. honestly i feel sweaty and dusty and just yuck but hey at least the house looks clean . some sense feels like i could have spent this day doing something else cos now i just wana sit i my bed watch a random show and play family guy game. feel kind of sad. despite obvious wanting show my future husband that ill be a good homemaker i could not do this on every day basis cos ill simply lose my mind. even now feels like spending too much time at home so i dnt now if i could do it as stay at home mum etc . no freaking way lol i know lots people want that but i just cant imagine myself in that position. just cant, plus all the other responsibilities of a house wife , im thinking ill have a househusband and ill be the bread bringer no objection to that ..
Let’s face it when u see ur cat just lie there in the sun on floor u just want say f this and lie there next to him. But need get up and make a plan for the day. As feel like I have done absolute notting for past weeks as just waiting for the uni to start at end of september . So gona make a plane to make my day usefull maybe start with power nap.. Ok no powernap lol. But I always nEed. A plan for litterary everything I think its the way forward for more active days etc so my plan once again is to make a plan.