Week in..

its week gone since my birthday.. I know I know its only a week but already feels like im failing the list . The magical list of this year and never mind the one day list thats literary never to happen. Im half way into my book im still 64.5 kgs wich is just crazy been years since I weight this much but I joined noom coach again wich was great help to me last year I will make video on this cos I just want to share the goosd things . Uni ways if you been reading my ramblings i suck bad time . But im trying and planing spend all day tomorrow studying. In some sense I do feel kind of stuck feeling wich is not good same with my art im trying to relax etc and just put what ever on paper but obvious  its not exactly happening I just feel stuck in rutine I guess. Im usual found of good rutine  ut this def aint one. I think its time for great change . Its time to embrace it.

Anyhow lets stop the moaning im thinking christmas. I cant wait decorate my beautiful tree again usualy do it around mid of december. Have got some gifts too almost all for my  boyfriend  and litle bit for mum but have thoughts what get for dad and finish rest so im on track. Need  find something nice to put in my Christmas cards too as always . Must say pretty exited .

To finish of heres me of the other day lol . Told you no change since my birthday

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my boyfriend sending me gifts

Once again my boyfriend being really sweet and have sent me cute little things. 1st is a pack of hair ties with little stone charms 2 peace signs 2 crosses and 1 skull . 2nd a lovely tote bag with a magical owl on it lol cos we have ongoing theme of owl with ears lol but like when u turn the bag around u can see the back of owl too lol which I thought was pretty cute . Both these were from primark which suprized me because I never seen any of these in primark cos I’d def be geting them my self . He knows me too well haha. And last little thing is this ray mysterio pin badge its like a little cross so it does go with my theme so thought can pin that on my bag or jacket or something .well made my day 🙂 . Allways gifting things to me always too much . But I do apriciate every bit he does for me 🙂 .