At least the pony is painted so just to get hanged on the wall when get in after that the hour to kill till another group critique . Always feel like people are not completely honest with me about my work .instead of saying I don’t like that its extremely offensive just take it off your wall they try to find some weird deep meaning to what’s what . I’m not drawing a fetish pony cos I have weird urge to see dressed up horses , I do it cos the sketch of a gas mask for horses turned out good and I wanted to take it to the next artsy level. but hey according to my art tutors its not good enough to base idea on. I still sometimes wonder have I wasted 3 years of my life with doing a fine art course . In college it was different, I actually felt like I’m learning something where here I’m not too sure I actually have. Besides obviously improving my hatred towards group activities and possibly putting me off ever wanting take part in group exhibition . Pretty sure its not what I’m meant to be learning here . But on the bright note . Its my birth day tomorrow and ill be nice and far away from this hell hole . At least for a day to get my head together . Feeling pleased
well i would take like 4000 and put it aside as amergency and pay off that months pills kind thing and with the rest have splurge week in london. go shoping go places wana go stay in nice hotel etc that be def my adventure id even be ok to do it alone f them lol its london i dnt need anything more
clearly have weird thing for it but if u have never gone u need to its like literary heaven for me. its crazy.
Just finaly be on my way home feel so tired today still like 3 days to go in work but at least working my hours for money for lv and scotland and things . And be workinb this free lovely pizza off too tomarrow morning cos my mum feels fat and want go work out in morning and making me go with lol but at least take off that winter tyre finaly and get some nice legs going too . Pretty pleased lol