past couple days been thinking about the internet and the realization of people with in it. basically like a week ago me and my boyfriend was shopping around charity shops as we were looking about this girl approached me and said she watches my video etc and obvious me totally failing got supper shy etc and all i could do is blush and say thanks. the more i thought about this the more it kind of makes me realize the 5000 people flowing me on youtube are actual people lol its like suddenly they have a face it’s no more just a number on my screen. i just dont know. its like my brain have had sudden realization there is people there not just me rumbling about nothing . must say it was great feeling to be a somebody for 2 seconds.
Hi people , hope you had good easter or if your still celebrating hope your having fun. But that’s not the subject of the day , basically yesterday I discovered that this girl have made a drawing of me . Must say I was pretty amazed. Besides the fact its total copy of me but also that someone would do that . Never thought something like that would happen . Cos you have all these nice people etc and they picked me . Must say felt and still do feel well overwhelmed . I just wana run and yell yay I’m a somebody now lol
finally finally i got a job interview. sadly notting too crazy just a job in a caffe but would love to get this job. at least im hopeing that i charmed them enought plus they were pleased about my previous kitchen expierence in the dominos. lol never thought that be a good job reference . but job is a job and it would give me money thats all i need lol .
so here is quick video of my make up of the day . very turned down ad not really my liking . but here you go.