First day as a grown up

This is literary my 1st day as a grown up. Got up at 6am to get to work at meaningless job that kills anything creative there is . Now casualy on a brake having my 3d hot chocolate. As I check my bank account  and think how poor I am. It’s great. But good thoughts are there as work out in the evening and followed by work on Web page and early sleep as tomorrow is another exiting day. Definitely  it’s time to make money better way. Need a plan and a goal I think. Def thinking material for the day because if I will have to do this for rest my life I gona kill someone lol 

whats changed since i turned 21

so now couple days have passed since i turned 21 and became a grown up lol . and well i cant really say i feel any different but i do noticed that i feel like i need to work a bit harder as i am already 21 no time to waste to become a somebody . even now im spending most of my night studying and hoping that ill get good marks for the project specially if its not art work based so makes it super easy. feel a greater need to find a job too u know if one is an adult then one should work its ass off. obvious. so that’s what im doing . every night for past week now. just see how things go and what my new life as an adult bring. i feel good that my child hood have officially passed and i can definitely say that it was a great one 🙂

21

so im finally officialy 21 . im a grown up woop lol

tiredness and stress

The joys of grown up life stress work money lol. Just lately been feeling tired out just cos too much going on in my mind. Like with the work and uni starting too. Just seems so much to do but no time to do it . As per usual. In way really can’t wait go scotland to go away for bit cos it does halp me get away from the every day normal things just love and joy . I think its good just get away for bit just relax from the world duno why just been bit much . And any1 who ever delt with depression will know how it is just when u know the signs and u just need bit brake and not get in that point again.pfft..