worst day ever

what happened?

Hey guys , so been a while . Must say been quite hectic couple weeks with my boyfriend moving down from scotland and me getting a job . So feels like I’m ether traveling somewhere or am at home with him and obvious nt wantting to spoil the lovely moments with blogging non stop lol. But most say feel great . I have some1 to wake up every morning have a job to go to it feels good almost like a real person. And today in bus to town I started to even want to paint again . Which did suprize me a little as been couple months since looked at canvas . Prob bring sketchbook to work with me next couple shifts so can plan out a painting . I gues I need be happy to embrace the art world . Depression aint doing it for me . I will go in bigger details about what’s happening etc in a vlog as it just seems easier to explain with hand movements etc lol . I will get back on track with updating youtube too as been a while . But I’m getting there . Hope ur enjoying the lovely summer weather not like me lol.

Best wishes -disspossable

what happened with the work outs?

Dnt u ever get feel that u have worked out too much and kind think hmm ill have couple days to reast and the find ur self given up and stuffing mc donalds down ur troat wile thinking that? Lol I sure do. Its just sometimes I feel like I need a bad dream to relise that yeah need get back to it and instead of picking up a snack pack of sweets but say apple or banana instead . Always seems so hard to just have a rest and then get back into it cos its just not happenibg . Nt too pleased of my self