Will things become better?

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Just got good news from my mum she got the job she just so happy now . Wich makes me feel like things gona change and turn for better at least for now. Just my boyfriend to charm the interview people and we be on a role . So fingers crossed for that well forgoten better life . Just thouht i share a goodness of the day .

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Feel happy for a change

Its great to feel that i have definitely made the right choice with the man im with . Despite all the zig zags we had its them little moments that make me realise its been woth more than i could ever give. Like when woke this morning turned to look at him and he moved looked at me and put out ghe most beautiful smild there is and it just felt like the bestest thing there is . Feel happy .

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happy birth day to me

it finally have happened , another year have passed. must say this been a very very busy year. well for starters my boyfriend moving down to England, that’s pretty major i think . some other bits and bobs, but besides all the nonsense at summer its been a really good year.  to celebrate my parents gifted me 2 tickets to go to London, so i grabbed my boyfriend by the hand made him get up early and all the other good stuff and off we were. must say i felt great. just away from everyday at place i love with person i love whats better gift than that. overall we did lots of walking about seeing the main bits as it was my boyfriends first time in London. but obviously had to go to Camden. we went food searching there in the morning after the bus journey as both of us felt absolutely starved. don’t mean to sound racist but we noticed that there is every possible food choice but not British lol so we went for some Chinese instead. in between arriving and food we seen the Amy Winehouse monument too with was one of the things he wanted to see. we found it by accident in middle of Camden lock.

20141125_121326must say kind imagined the sculpture to be a bit bigger but maybe its just me. after stuffing our faces we just started walking down the main street to that other metro station just past the Camden town one . can never remember how its called. just cause we were in serch for drinks . seen this beautiful wall drawing of a parrot i just had to take a picture of it .

IMG-20141125-03265i mean how freaking gorgeous is this birdy. and it was massive too. just soo soo pretty. when finally ventured away from staring at walls lol we did go to National Gallery. where obviously i got told off for carrying a can then trying find a bin and only one being outside , i find bit strange. seen this painting too on which one of the women totally looks like the kid from this is England . lol even tried to tweet it

IMG-20141125-03268seems to be the running theme that pictures are not taken of anything actual lol. i could say we were just personalizing them lol . oh outside the National Gallery we seen a big blue cock too . obvious must take picture

IMG-20141125-03269it was beautiful. as you can notice in the picture the weather looks horrible cos it started to rain so the next hide out was Tate Modern, my boyfriend hated it lol he says he does not see the point n this art. and if this is art how can i not make it in art world as an artist. it did made me wonder. we walked around for a while there then sat down to have some hot chocolate . actually was surprised that the gallery sells it pretty cheep plus it was just magical. i even attempted to do an electronic drawing for this collage thing that they had but it didn’t how up. my guesses it has a massive filter and my picture was considered dirty. lol  but at least here is happy me with my hot chocolate and my drawing. no shame

20141125_170643obviously seen the main bits like the big ben and london eye and buckingham palace too and i cant say enough how much i love that city its like it never goes quiet its literary perfect . and first time spending time with my boyfriend there really meant lots to me and definitely made this one of my best birth days ever. so happy 22 to me great start to my better life plan . pleased

london

as mentioned before i went to London last Thursday. must say as always it was amazing, there is no unhappiness in london, well at least for me. haha. well over all it was a good day for shopping as went around oxford street with another attempt to find victoria secret but gave up on it just couldn’t remember at wich street i needed to turn to get to it. but did went to some usuals like tezenis, h&m, forever 21, primark, river island and so on. had a glance at selfriges too. oh glorious selfriges.. im such a sad person lol ,

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but obvious there is no shopping completed for me unless i go to camden market too , as per usual with a lunch brake with some chinese mmm . cheep and good. that’s the way to go.  so by the end of the day i ended up with bag fulls of stuff i dont need lol

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but actual main reason why i needed to go to london this time was to sort my passport as well it was meant to end at 15th of june so im now left with no id for who knows how long. my dad sorted his about month and a bit ago and it took them to get it done a month. sadly wont be able to go london to get it as well no job no money so ended up paying for the prepaid envelope . they took 9 bloody pounds for it , which i think was absolute crazy, in end i paid exactly 80. from which the “charges for services” were 41 pound . totally beyond . so was not too keen on it . plus found it weird that they wont accept card payments in embassy only cash. a bit strange but hey whats the difference how they take all my money, lol. another thing about latvian embassy that well its in a freaking basement

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lol home sweet home. obvious almost fel down the god damn stairs but was lucky in way that there was like no people there so just quickly talked to the woman took pic for passport and was done. lol quick run back upstairs and away i went.,

so after all the dissapointment of latvian embassy i wanted bit cheering up and went to tate modern . i will make video off it as i did fillmed some bits in it cos well i could live in the place so filming is a must . but thought i share some of  the pics i took wile walking about . these are from my phone that was sending to my bf just show the goodness of tate modern lol

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my bf is big fan of Andy Warhol so i sent him 2 pics of him ,

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but as always it was great day , well overdue, and already cant wait for next time .

 

dads name day, cats, feast and a new chair

yesterday was my beloved dads name day. and yes we are from easter europe and we celebrate name days.  its is kind of strange but another reason fir a feast and specialy now in summer time can sit outside have bit of bbq and stuff our faces as usual. was talking to my mum the other day how much different people cekebrate things here in uk.  say if one has a birth day and they invite people to their homes etc then they have like coctails and snacks and no major feeeds where say in latvia its like you have to starve your self for 3 days before hand cos you know if you go visit someone for celebration it will always be major feast and you will eat till you drop lol. its strange but oh my it tastes so so good. it was just me my mum and my dad celebrating but it didnt stop us form all the food glory as my dad did make some yummy pork chops on the bbq

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and we had the salad thing (rosols) and drinks and stuff obvious everything in large quantities. lol be 3 days later still with the fridge full

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and obvious needed bit of cake too cos everyone needs a bit of cake.  and then heavy work outs next 4 days lol.  we got this cake that looked like a happy worm.  i got to eat his face lol.  he tasted so so yummy.  its like a chocolate mini roll only big lol if that makes sense

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see how happy he looked lol.  till i chewed on his little face lol. as we were sitting outside and bbq was going making everywhere in closest area smell like heaven we recieved another guest.  this random cat appiered wanting his cut of the meat lol.  he was so so cute tho. like all cuddly and stuff.  he appiered couple days before too,  me and my mum were sitting outside having some food and he came squeeking so we thought maybe hes starving or something as thats how we adopted fat cat (yes we call her fat cat ) so i brought out some cat food he sniffed it and walked away in disapointmemt never to bee seen again lol obvious only when pork is involved lol. 

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another thing that i did is i bought a vintage chair yesterday.  it was so so sooo random tho.  my mum called me outside saying that the guy who has a shop next door have a chair sitting like in the back area and we could see it from our balcony.  so we were like oh its just like the chair we have we need it.  obvious. so we git up corige and went in his shop saying we want your chair.  i ended up paying 15 pound for it but i think its tottaly worth it as its in mint condition.  poor guy was at start like but its my only chair la la la but we say we want it so lol he sold it to us. 

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must say it was really good day i really enjoyed my self.  🙂 well pleased

my first giveaway done

you know when i started a youtube channel i never thought that there ever be even near as much people as there is now fallowing my channel. as i have happily reached 1000 and now its a little bit over. im just so so exited. and must say lately all i been thinking about is making the videos etc about whatever comes in my mind. and finished my giveaway yesterday and have contacted the winner too and im well happy about it. must say it makes me feel exited about various things again that i have had kind worn away from for what ever reason. just feel so great full that all these people are supporting me in it makes me feel that i can start out my own business too . so for change feeling pretty happy and positive ~:)

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end of year

so the unbalievable is starting to happen and the end of my 2nd year in uni is coming to an end.  just finishing of some final prints and then just this mega thing to write up and finaly be out here and havr good chance to get job in same place my mum is working.  at least for the summer.  so can actualy aford things.  cos have some bits totravel planed.  and need some cash for my passport too as thats endin too but over all must say feel proud of my self actualy making it.  it was for forever.  so yeah.  lol.  i feel that my grades be happily down the hill but i m doing it and not giving up.  and just end up with mega list of people i hate lol

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finaly found the magic short shorts

The unbelievable finally happened and I found lovely high waisted shorts. That actually fit not too bad. I got these from ebay for like 3 pounds all in which I thought was great price . I think I do need get some of them very tight tights to squeesh my bum cheeks in nice shape but other ways think these were good find despite being from primark which I only discovered when they arrived at my door . But. I’m still very pleased with these and don’t know how I not noticed them in shops. They are size 8 and fit good around hips but bit wide at very top. But think best 1s so far