new shoes

so i finaly ended up buying some new shoes from office as in sense had no other choice as my platforms are literary fucked and i can not walk in them properly no more as im still month to go till my student loan i decided to just settle for some shoes and then when have time and money buy ones i actualy love.  so i ended up seing these in  office.  i will be doing unboxing video about them.  but i put them on today and as much as i like how the shoes looked by them selves i feel like i hate them.  and i hate them bad time,  its like shoe by its self is great but when its on feel like it makes my legs look mega mega and just i dnt know maybe its just doesnt go with my outfits or something i honestly dont know.  dont you ever get that feeling its weird.  plus when was walking down the street i just felt so normal lol which made me rethink what f ed up image of beautiful i have lol. 

hating the day already

Its literary the worst . Stayed up way way to late last nigh slept for like hour and a half got up at 6. 20 am. I feel like my eyes gona leak out . Lol is that normal sign of tiredness ? To me yes it is. I can feel already that today aint gona be a productive day but well at least I am up and running instead staying home and doing f all all day. I can already see my self killing every1 in my brain moment I step in uni . Actually have to embrace and socialise . Not today sunshine.