Been such lovely day today . Me and my lovely boyfriend went to matlock bath, its like a sea side town but not next to sea side . Lol like you get same feeling there as in seaside town cos all the gift shops and fish and chip places. Was well nice day as was quite sunny but not like burning hot . He’s saying now that his arms are burnt tho but dunno . At start went to this random shop that sold like medal copies and badges and cons and stuff he bought couple vinyls so have something jazzy from start of the century to listen to now . Well relaxing . Bought couple marbles too . They quite cute . After went to walk about trought this walk bit and up on a hill too to see the pretty view . was sitting up there for bit just felt so nice and peace full . After we had go to the coin arcade thing lol obvious lost like 5 pound I got a cow key chain and he got a funky sticker lol . So all not lost . And finish day with yummy fish and chips as for obvious sea side town that’s not next to the sea lol. We had lovely ride back home too . Let’s face it it feels nice when your man calls you beautiful for no aparent reason feel up lifted. Had great day was filming all day tru so be video up soon too . Fell happy
So as am out and about and left house way too early decided just go around the town see maybe something good in shops. So i happily walk into new look. As much as i like lots of their stuff i hate their changeing rooms svear to god i never feel that chuby and over all discostingly looking as there. So i want try out this dress happy size 6. I take off my shirt and see my self. I honestly wanted to cry. What the hell they ment help look people look good not like f ing monsters lol. I did ended up buying the little dress but now confidnce down the hill. Todays look not doing it for me any more..