its like i make up for looking bad yestrday ??

Ever felt like u question ur self? I know I do . Specialy about way I look. Say like yestrday and today I’m literary having 2 worst looks in long time . so it kind made me look back and think about it and its always this thing I do say I feel like I look down the hill today I kind will try make up for it tomarrow and try extra hard to look better. Is that weird? A bit lol but then again I feel like I have to make up to my self to look better like I let my self down if I dnt feel like I look nice in my own eyes . Specialy now that back in uni and want look nice going there . Lol but my tired look is so nt doing it . So I thought I share this disturbing pic of my self when I was in latvia this summer looking like a tramp .lol the best way to go haha

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as goth how i feel people look at me ?

People always seem to ask me what do I think of how other people usualy react towards my look and how do I deal with it etc. My usual responce is I dnt really respond to it . Like I dnt care enough about the peoples thoughts on it and as I dnt care I dnt need deal with it lol obvious its nice if some 1 says that I look different and nice etc like in a lovely way but if its said in bad way I dnt really take notice of it because well clearly I’m stilla s important to them for them to actually say something lol. There is exactly 4 people in this word who’s opinion in my mind matters its my parents as they allways been suporting me and they always been there for me nomather what’s my choices same with my best friend and my boyfriend who is kind like my best friend to and every1 else can kind think what they want I apriciate the opinions of other people but sorry but I dnt care for them as much to adjust my self or how I look or act or what ever else I feel if one stands ones ground then one will get further rather than just being a wana be obvious I am kind a wanabe but then again we all are cos just way it is . But over all I dnt feel you should need to even respond to anyone who doesn’t matter to you and they trying give you nonsence comments . I’m my eye its like why bother they dnt care about you why should you care about them ?

Hello america lol. Hav seen these somany times around interned and I just needed get 1 my self its basickly a small antibacterial jand gel 29ml bottle but perfect for bag as have this holder thing to that can easily hook on keys or something . I got the bubble gum flavor one cos I love smell of. Bubble gum. Pretty obvious lol . Costs bit mor than the 1.75 dollars in us lol but I just wanted hav it as needed 1 the gells again anyway so might as well get bit of america lol

Good morning . Feel so tired slept till like 1200 nt really my kind thing cos even on days off I get up at like 11 max but duno just needed a good ly in and be continueing it all day today lol its my day off just still feels like everything getting to my brain bitt better now tho at least can think bit straighter now so nt to bad . Be making some bits and bobs too today lol no outfit of the week tho cos well legings and tshirt nt great look lol still looking like the freak I am haha I mean look at my hair zig zags and everything haha.