Feeling ill and updating youtube

Been a realy long day must say. Starting the day with being dead i was convinced i do not have hight temperature but my massive headake and overall feeling of death felt a bit different. But kind of hanging about the bed all day being half a sleep have made me feel better well at least my head is not hurting. But trough all this i did droped my blackberry in my water cup . The  blackberry i gor fixed literary 2 week ago. Now it seem to be working ok only the network keep disappearing now and then and half of the bottons dont work properly . Im just hoping that till morning it will be properly dried and working fully again . Still will probably need take the thing apart just to make sure. 
Apart from ll this nonsenseni did manage to do some good as kind of went over my old videos just sorted the descriptions and added tumbnails and did delete some stuff to ether be just lost forever or some to be remade in close future. I gona pretend to make a profesional blog lol . Be sure to have look . Old videos still as good as new 😉

Www.youtube.com/user/darkprincess7896

Blank wall

Todays job . Blank wall.. its great to fail . Cant do f all today . But at least came in printed everything that needed to be printed and painted my wall so thought time head home . A bit to write up when on way to notts. Just feel quite yuck the smell of cheap emulsion is literary killing my insides and i just feel like trowing up. But have no time to be ill . Thought if vet home early then can try sort bits for essay and some other that just need be finished  tomarrow  frame shopping. Hopefuly cheeply. Is this a geat day… far off . Honestly i think i just need proper sleep the joy of nightmares is not really helping my madness so just rolling with it i gues,,

just 1 of them days

My official 1st day back to normal life. Feel tired and unhappy and need go to uni and preferably not kill anyone . Just feel so sad going away from my boyfriends and come back to notts. Always feels like escape from normality with actualy something nice and happy for change. And then the big return like today brain just refuse to function. Feels like walking around in autopilot. Not happy not happy at all..

finnaly better

so first day in weeks time when i feel like a person again. just been feelin so tired yesterday and today at least no more 39 temperature at least didnt went too hight this time only to 39.1 its super high for some but as i get ill super rare its normal even quite low as didnt need take anyting to take down the temperature , just gona try type up my essay in time for thusrtday see how goes. and must say im ready to leave the bed tomarow even just go post office get some fresh layer of clothes and bedding and be ready to take on again woop:)

still dieing

So its day 2 and I’m still dieing at least my temperature have gone down from 39.1 to 38.7 so slowly slowly getting there . Gona get extension too for my uni project so at least . Just kind lying here at moment reading my death note books on nr 7. So fingers crossed that I get going soon.

it finaly happened..

So it finaly happened over a year later I’m ill I’d be ok about being ill but I have deadlines next week so I feel tottaly f ed . Already asked about extention etc so see how goes just feel bit out there cos might need change the times I go scotland can’t channge london but no choice . Just sucks bad time 😦

not ill just bit gray looking..

Do I look dead? Well a littlebit . Lol my heads banging and feel like all day have run past wile I just well sit here lol . Gona try put some pics on my wall and try sort my bed as want some cleen covers and want just ly there lol but I’m not going down this easy