No inspiration today

Maybe  yesterday was a good day for working on my uni pronjects. Today feels like a dead end. So we just sitting here watching old batman and robin from like the 40s . Got to love some old times movies. But oh inspiration where are you
???
Have done at least something. It being that i made a contacts page here on blog. If you scroll down  the page you should find it there . Been thinking that really should sit down and sort my blog  a bit. But for now new contacts adds will do . Plus a nice picture of my self . Lol

Have i lost it?

Past couple days i have been looking trough my old sketchbooks  from my a levels and foundation level and even from 1st year in university and it seemed that they are more interesting more creative more experimental than anything i do now . Just had this like  a sudden realization that maybe im not as creative as i used to be. Like i now have some kind of restriction despite being more free to do any work i want. In some sense i understand why im not too keen on it. And well that is cos of the hatred towards uni but same time shouldnt that be the place where i actualy express  my feelings into? I cant exactly make my self be relaxed and do work lol . But i think my plan of action is to get a good size sketchbook no a5 nonsensse and start doing it for my self not for uni not for selling and  ot for anything else. Almost out uni anyway sobe plenty time to concentrate on it . I tnink main thing is to get the  mind motivated and be ok

wreck this jurnal?

So I’m 1 of them people now lol. So I have kind lost the inspiration lately towards creativity so I thought I get wreck this jurnal as it ment reduce stress and incorige creativity . So that’s what I’m doing . Lol here is couple pages I have done so far 🙂

I know I just gave up on my 30 day challenge but I am determined to get my art mojo back . So I was sitting here alone in the spear room of the house thinking when I was little kid I wanted be an interior designer as I always wanted a beautifull outstanding house . So I thought why not give my ideas a try and make something out of spear room and make it bedroom slash living area for when 1 of us wants just hang out or there is people visiting I think it be great as have quite few ideas and I’m eve doing some sketches for it too so see how it goes and ill keep the up dates up so people can see and tell me am I doing it good or not lol .

Well working towards better life is great obvious but when ur an artist without inspiration it totaly sucks ass literary. Honestly been months since last picked up a brush and just painted something . Just dnt know what’s happening my mind feels just gone away somewhere but must say I do look forward to uni and geting back to work but same time its kind weird like why I dnt want pick up that pen and just draw something even got a new sketch book but just dnt know how to get the spirit back so def need work on something..