Week in..

its week gone since my birthday.. I know I know its only a week but already feels like im failing the list . The magical list of this year and never mind the one day list thats literary never to happen. Im half way into my book im still 64.5 kgs wich is just crazy been years since I weight this much but I joined noom coach again wich was great help to me last year I will make video on this cos I just want to share the goosd things . Uni ways if you been reading my ramblings i suck bad time . But im trying and planing spend all day tomorrow studying. In some sense I do feel kind of stuck feeling wich is not good same with my art im trying to relax etc and just put what ever on paper but obvious  its not exactly happening I just feel stuck in rutine I guess. Im usual found of good rutine  ut this def aint one. I think its time for great change . Its time to embrace it.

Anyhow lets stop the moaning im thinking christmas. I cant wait decorate my beautiful tree again usualy do it around mid of december. Have got some gifts too almost all for my  boyfriend  and litle bit for mum but have thoughts what get for dad and finish rest so im on track. Need  find something nice to put in my Christmas cards too as always . Must say pretty exited .

To finish of heres me of the other day lol . Told you no change since my birthday

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all signs of jealousy

All happy signs of jealousy in me. No shame lol no shame. As per always been browsing my facebook and have noticed that literary everyone I know is going somewhere and doing things where I’m like no money need stay home and look sad lol. Cos seriously sometimes I just don’t get it. They same as me students not rich etc yet seems like everything’s possible in their lives. I mean what is this scosery lol tell me your secrets . I want be somebody too .

wreck this journal . crack the spine

So decided its tome do something in my wreck this journal. I’m 1 them people who can’t just pic random page I need go from the start so that’s what I’m doing. So I did the crack the spine page . Cracked the spine and did a mini drawing on it . With guy who broke his spine in half . Lol random but hey .

30 day blogging challenge : day 9

day 9: whats in your bag

i thought ill do another little video but as didnot really had moment for it i just gona make it a very picture full blog lol

so here is my bag. 

i got it from matala at christmas sales for about 10 pounds. its well spacey and bit outshape if its not full but i think its great bag for school. 

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1. i have my phone. i never used to carry my phone in my bag but for some reason i have started. its blackberry bold

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2. my planner. i can not litterary live without this thing as im always making lists etc so i always keep it handy.  i did spent too much on it. its from whsmiths

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3. next is one of the little fold up bags in shape of owl lol  . i got it ffrom b&ms for like a pound

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4. bottle of the amazing pomegranate and green tea drink. from whiterose for 1.42. this should be in the fridge

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5. my wallet.  got it for christmas at 2012. i think its from new look

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5. my new earphones as was using them today.  they are from tescos for 14.99

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6. my make up bag with some consilers and eyeshadows in it .  gift from my boyfriend

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7. a metal pencil case with some pens an ink bottle a lighter and some other bits in it.  gift from my boyfriend

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8. some lose stationary, fineliner pens from tescos for 1.10 and a glue stick from wilkinsons for 50p

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9. roll on perfume Define by next.  got it as gift from my mum

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10. my sunglasses.  got them in latvia from shop called tiger for about 1.50

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11. my normal set of house keys and an extra key

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12. some lose make up. a lipstic by Lip Stick in color clip 389 and urban decay surreal skin cream to powder foundation in shade fate. 

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13. some creams. one is hand cream by nivea and other is moisturizing skin cream by yu be. 

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14. some halls soothers  i just like having something like that in bag just in case want a sweety. 

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15.  a lipstic case that i use for carying my eyelashes,  gift from my boyfriend and an beatle ear ring from new look got it for sale about 2 pounds i think.

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16. couple recetes and vouchers

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17. some iswipes screen wipes got them from poundland

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18. my rail card stuff my bank card and my uni card i need to get in to the studios

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19. a mirror got from poundland and some mini nail files from glossy box. 

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20. a set of tiny sticky notes from paper chace

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21. last but not least.  my passport and mypassport cover by paperchace

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this is literary stuff thats always in my bag lol i know i carry too much and if go uni then way way way more getts added lol

f it im blasting out the sauna belt

Ok yesterday I setped on the scale again and believe me I was not happy. I wanted to cry a little and yes I went and had a cokie cos I felt sad wich made it all even worse . But I’m taking action. I’m blasting out sauna belt. It have always been big help for me to feting back to good shape. And I’m wearing it all day today . As am working on my room moving about non stop too . So gets me sweating bit more . Did my everyday work out too . So feel pretty pleased . Sugested work out music ? Bloodhund gang lol no joke . So I’m trying to dance abot just them couple extra movements always helps. I will not lose out on good shapes this sumer . Must do even better than last year ! Feel pleased at moment must say 🙂

first day of exercising

its official it is 1st day back to the every day exercising and seemed ok so far but now when just sitting here felt a bit like my dinner is working its way back lol so not a good start . but u know its the first day tomarrow 1st proper training since back too so see how that goes but im just trying to stay positive and just roll with it .

 

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something new and exiting

So as I shared the other day about my new toy that my sweet boyfriend got me . So today I embrace trying it out well on my hand its just small cross but well I have always wanted it no joke. Since I member my self I have always drawn a little cross on my hand and now I just thought f it I’m doing it and just made my first ever tattoo. Which is nr 5 on tattoos that I actualy have . Really want try tattooing but dnt know anyone who could show me their tips and trics but I will try embrace it and see where it gets me

too much studying?

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so reason why i have not posted for past couple days is because i been well tired cos staying up late to work on my folder that need be handed in next friday.  ok i hav slight concerns cos its like im well over doing it.  i asked people in my group how much they have done and they dnt have nearly as close as i do and i starting get bit conserned. i just really wanted use the time etc to look for art related job etc u know it ment be all about things i want to do.  and well i think i havnt done that much at least in my own mind lets just hope its the right amount for the person grading my work and he or she wont think im trying show off where actualy done fuck all.  lol for great suprize to my self im actualy working hard lol im doing it lol so fingers crossed for a bad ass grade lol