what happened?

Hey guys , so been a while . Must say been quite hectic couple weeks with my boyfriend moving down from scotland and me getting a job . So feels like I’m ether traveling somewhere or am at home with him and obvious nt wantting to spoil the lovely moments with blogging non stop lol. But most say feel great . I have some1 to wake up every morning have a job to go to it feels good almost like a real person. And today in bus to town I started to even want to paint again . Which did suprize me a little as been couple months since looked at canvas . Prob bring sketchbook to work with me next couple shifts so can plan out a painting . I gues I need be happy to embrace the art world . Depression aint doing it for me . I will go in bigger details about what’s happening etc in a vlog as it just seems easier to explain with hand movements etc lol . I will get back on track with updating youtube too as been a while . But I’m getting there . Hope ur enjoying the lovely summer weather not like me lol.

Best wishes -disspossable

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its official

Its official. My second day in job . Yes I’m being a working woman with house husband lol. Nt minding life like this . Easy job, great man at home . That’s the way to the real person world. Only need leave house at 5 o’clock . So is bit early but means I get home quicker . I know its notting amazing job ways . But like I always say . Job is a job. And if one needs money one needs to work . So honestly feel like life going the right direction for a change . Happy

finaly will have a job?

Is the impossible finally happen? Lol yes it will I hopefully have introduction thing at same place my mum works finally finally . Just seems take forever . But fingers crossed . As one need money lol. Cos student loan aint gona last me . I just finally wana start doing something cos want do some bits for my art stuff too but it all cost money I dnt have so work is a must . And work as much as I can physically handle and be ok lol.

30 day blogging challenge : day 4

Day 4 : your dream job

Well honestly it took me a wile to come up with an answer to this question because in sense I don’t know . But I think I would love to be a shop owner. At moment I’m thinking about colecting some money and get some shirt designs going and see where it takes me . In sense its kind my task for the summer to get it started and start geting my name out there πŸ™‚ .

me doing tattoos?

so i have attempted to do a tattoo on a person lol.  yes my bf was tiny bit tortured but by his own will lol.  i did little tiny writing on his arm

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and a cky (camp kill your self ) on his leg. honestly i was well stressed but i think i didnt do that bad

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i honestly kind want give this a go at least some more simple bits etc get some extra pocket money etc.  feel good. πŸ™‚

please give me a job

honestly . i need a job bad time. my bank acount is empty and just no . i apply to like million jobs every week . i can accept if they say sorry we dnt want u but they dnt even replyΒ  so i just end up sitting there and waiting . def need go trough jobcentre tomarrow or start next week too . its driving me insane i see all these job openings but nootng is happening . i want to work lol please give me a job,

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lets give blood

so my second time of blood giving will happen soon im thinking it will be at time between christmas and new years. like i explained first time when i went i did feel that im doing something good that actually matters etc plus i found it super exiting despite the blood not wanting to flow out of me anmd all that kind good stuff.  you know why not it only takes like half an hour of your life so def if your fit and healthy you should do it to.  here in uk u only will get a juice amd a biscuit but in some other places you can even get paid wich i think is great too. and over all its christmas one needs to do something good.  πŸ™‚
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whats changed since i turned 21

so now couple days have passed since i turned 21 and became a grown up lol . and well i cant really say i feel any different but i do noticed that i feel like i need to work a bit harder as i am already 21 no time to waste to become a somebody . even now im spending most of my night studying and hoping that ill get good marks for the project specially if its not art work based so makes it super easy. feel a greater need to find a job too u know if one is an adult then one should work its ass off. obvious. so that’s what im doing . every night for past week now. just see how things go and what my new life as an adult bring. i feel good that my child hood have officially passed and i can definitely say that it was a great one πŸ™‚

finally earing again

Lol unthinkable happened and I have a job again I’m finaly unblocked in the dominos system I know its a nowhere job but one needs a job . So one works. And I was pretty pleased that the minimum hav gone up a bit too so now earn 5.03 an hour insted 4.98 . Well till I turn 21 next month. But yeah gona try work as much as can actualy try colect some money up too . But still gona go to employee tribunal etc cos tthe meneger guy got to me bit too much

adult life sucks

I mean why for the love of god I am awake at 8 am . I dnt need to I could sleep at least 2 more hours but no my body doesn’t let me so I can ly here trying to remember what time today I start my dead end job and y wud I even want to go to it . Is this what being adult mean having life that 1 clearly nt enjoys and just roll with it cos that’s how it ment go ? When was little I always wanted to grow up cos thought I’d hav adventures I’d go places do things but no. Whers my adventures ?