30 day blogging challenge day 12

Day 12: photo of something you love

Think 1 thing I love for sure is animals. Always have and always will. I mean how can one not love the fluffy little things. Just so cute. Plus I still really really want a rat. But with 7 cats dnt think its the way to go lol . At least have my rat in a jar . He’s a cutie too.

is this the right path?

Ever sat there and wondered if your going the right way in your carrier? Honestly I’m now sitting in my works canteen area drinking hot chocolate and wondering. What am I doing, where am I going with this . Will I be a somebody 1 day . At least enough of a sombody to provide for my family etc . Now that my youtube chanel is picking up I kind feel inspired to actualy start think what I gona do . Specialy knowing that just 1 year left . Honestly think I just need a bit of goal setting not like one day but bit more realistic . Maybe open a shop . That was good idea at start . But dunno. The joys of wondering mind..

30 day blogging challenge: day 10

Day 10: best trip of your life
So this is not even a question. Best trip of my life so far is me and my mum first time in london. I think I was 12ish. And honestly it totally changed my life . I was so so amazed by literary everything there and since then there is no other place I wana travel to obvious a major exception being new york lol. But u know what I mean. Its just amazing the city never sleeps there is literary no other place for me 🙂

my boyfriend sending me gifts

Once again my boyfriend being really sweet and have sent me cute little things. 1st is a pack of hair ties with little stone charms 2 peace signs 2 crosses and 1 skull . 2nd a lovely tote bag with a magical owl on it lol cos we have ongoing theme of owl with ears lol but like when u turn the bag around u can see the back of owl too lol which I thought was pretty cute . Both these were from primark which suprized me because I never seen any of these in primark cos I’d def be geting them my self . He knows me too well haha. And last little thing is this ray mysterio pin badge its like a little cross so it does go with my theme so thought can pin that on my bag or jacket or something .well made my day 🙂 . Allways gifting things to me always too much . But I do apriciate every bit he does for me 🙂 .

what happened to the better life plan?


so was kind sorting some bits in my room today and was thinking last year this time i decided to start a better life plan just by simply improving on the little things starting from working more on my look on the house then on getting a job doing well in school etc etc etc. i just kind seemed to have forgotten about it , and honestly i dnt know why . just seems kind strange that i have. so i thought i should try get back into it , u know actually make effort to do things and seems like i kind of started on it this week as today is 1st day for my challenge and i have been doing uni work every day and u know i do feel better . i did not go to the blood donation today tho cos my dad was not in mood to come with and i dnt like going places like that by my self tbh but we planing to go ether next Monday or next Thursday. will be good :). but i think at moment i need that like a boost to get every thing rolling the way i want to . we all know the little things matter the most meaning if u feel good you will do good . feel positive about this


blood donation

So finaly finaly is that time again when I can go donate blood and draging my beloved father with me same as last time as he was total into it too. I had wait longer for next donation tho cos I’m a lady and I bleed my self once a month lol. I did love the feeling I got after donation . Like I actualy have done something good for change and maybe even saved some ones life as have b+ group same as my dad not like normal peoples as most people born with their mums group not dads. I’m just hoping my blood be floationg out normal way this time not like last time taking half hour where the lady said it usualy takes 15 min max so that was fun just lying there lol watching people changeing etc but its great and I think more people should do it so be sure to check http://www.blood.uk if ur in uk for blood donations and sadly dnt know about other places but I know in some countries u do get bit cash out of it too .

first day of volunteering and ootd

so yesterday finally finally was my first day volunteering in the museum if nottingham life

obviously first thing to me was what i gona look like cos u know how people are with strange looking people like my self and its like work enviroment i did needed turn my look down a bit.  and by that i mean turning down make up bad time.  not so much the clothes.  i ended up wearing this very casual looking dress from new look and some tights from primark.  and i did stuck to my demonia platforms and a coat cos well it is voluntary your doing work for free obvious they cant really dictate anything. 

plus when your actualy working there you need wear an shirt that states that your the volunteer and yiur happy to help lol.  god i hate uniforms but what can you do.  if you want it on your cv you need work for it.  plus i just thought it could be something different.  if notting else it will give me some expierence and keep me bussy.  plus free entry in the castle.  lol what more could i want. 

so i arived here at like the main building of the mini museum.  cos it is really small but it has some really cool stuff there. 

this will be the main area where i will be volunteering. so i arived right as the lady who i was ment to find walked trough the door too so good timing i thought lol.  she took me around for tour just so i see whats what i instantly fell in love in the chemists room.  its magical it has all these little bottles and stuff and um like i would put that in my shelf lol.  i will get some pics and stuff as i go along just u know whanted look like smartass at first day without pulling my phone out to take pictures lol.  but i will.  when she was taking me around for tour she took me to this ither building too

its like a side bit.  and well she like showing me around just 2 rooms there and im like whats upstairs and she like the meneger guy lives on bith top floors. im like you joking? she like no no.  i was thinking oh i wish i could land a house like this its amazing i mean guy litterary lives in the museum lol. 
after the tour she left me stay for like an hour just so i can have better look around and chat with people etc.  well i kind ended up talking to this really old lady she was awsome lol talked away.  and that was about it. so now just need email back to the main person saying i had intro and im ready to go.  well pleased. feel like be super easy.  🙂

random thoughts wile watching american dad

Always thought that when I will turn 21 ill hAve bit different life than I have now. Just thought I’d atleast go usa for my bday but things never seem to turn out how one plans it. At least the new years is just around corner too and for some reason I feel that it will def be a good year and I will hav lots great time and at least find job lol so I can do things . In main areas I just want move in with my bf and travel somewhere new . Just seems so much to do but so little time but like say new year have to be a good year x