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losing the look cos have to work?

So since been working have noticed that my look is well losened up even when I’m off work . Hate the fact that have used to wearing lose tops and random trausers . Aint a good look at all . Plus the fact I have no sports activities what so ever thinking that need double up my work outs every day cos I noticed I have been losing weight but I know on this case its my muscle mass nt my fat . I dnt mind the job its a good and easy work but just seems I’m paying for it with my identity ..

30 day blogging challenge day 7

Day 7: photo of your most treasured item

Was thinking for a while what could I state as my most treasured item . And I think It have to be the skull charm I wear . I rarely take it off only for sports or if need do pics for uni . It means quite lot to me . So I’d say it be my most treasured item at moment . So here’s a tragic pic of me wearing it . Lol

new shoes

so i finaly ended up buying some new shoes from office as in sense had no other choice as my platforms are literary fucked and i can not walk in them properly no more as im still month to go till my student loan i decided to just settle for some shoes and then when have time and money buy ones i actualy love.  so i ended up seing these in  office.  i will be doing unboxing video about them.  but i put them on today and as much as i like how the shoes looked by them selves i feel like i hate them.  and i hate them bad time,  its like shoe by its self is great but when its on feel like it makes my legs look mega mega and just i dnt know maybe its just doesnt go with my outfits or something i honestly dont know.  dont you ever get that feeling its weird.  plus when was walking down the street i just felt so normal lol which made me rethink what f ed up image of beautiful i have lol. 

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getting there

feel like been productive day.  as sorted my hair and and main thing i put my shoes on and my tattoo is not hurting at all wich i kind of dreaded.  and well i was stearing at it earlyer and thought hmm i kind like it how it looks when not colored in but i think it would look lots better if i would have a matching one on the other side but i dnt know if id be ready to go trough that pain again lol.  it hurt so god damn bad lol it better look good and fingers crossed it wont need tuch up. 
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and my bf was not helping me not to cover all of me in tattoos by buying me big pack if antiseptic wipes. . wich was kind only thing stoping me.  he got me pack of 100 +first aid pre injection wipes.  but im not leting my self to fall for temptations lol.  wait till this heals and then. lol
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over all im getting there just finishing packing my christmas gifts too.  and overall feel positive and pretty ready for christmas.  plus rocking a no shame look too.  wich is fab and obvious way to.  go 🙂
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30 day random blog challenge day 7 : thing you like and dont like about the way you look

in some sense this is kind obvious . the thing i dont like is that i feel chubby and i really need work on my legs . which i finally have started doing . i feel that the model look is amazing and i dnt think that its not achievable obvious would take time etc but y not . obvious i dnt mean kind skin and bones look but flat tummy small boobies little bum cheeks slim legs and yes the gap lol i would kill for the gap lol . i dnt want say yeah we should love our self the way we are blah blah blah . if you dnt like something about our selves we should do something about it for our selves. ok the thing i do like about the way i look is my style choice i love being goth it brightens up my day . 🙂

 

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as goth how i feel people look at me ?

People always seem to ask me what do I think of how other people usualy react towards my look and how do I deal with it etc. My usual responce is I dnt really respond to it . Like I dnt care enough about the peoples thoughts on it and as I dnt care I dnt need deal with it lol obvious its nice if some 1 says that I look different and nice etc like in a lovely way but if its said in bad way I dnt really take notice of it because well clearly I’m stilla s important to them for them to actually say something lol. There is exactly 4 people in this word who’s opinion in my mind matters its my parents as they allways been suporting me and they always been there for me nomather what’s my choices same with my best friend and my boyfriend who is kind like my best friend to and every1 else can kind think what they want I apriciate the opinions of other people but sorry but I dnt care for them as much to adjust my self or how I look or act or what ever else I feel if one stands ones ground then one will get further rather than just being a wana be obvious I am kind a wanabe but then again we all are cos just way it is . But over all I dnt feel you should need to even respond to anyone who doesn’t matter to you and they trying give you nonsence comments . I’m my eye its like why bother they dnt care about you why should you care about them ?