So finaly in bed feels like such long day today.w as my mums name day and as latvians we celabrate name days and her name is sandra so today was her name day . Just thought share me of the day lol but god we been eating all day non stop feels like its killing me lol even now I’m just lying here stuffing my face with salad thing lol ill post recepie for it tomarrow. But do feel better as cold start to wear off but feel bit yuck but I’m getting there tomarrow back to work too then this mancester thing prob blog tru it .
This is how much I care about this morning lol. Some primark shorts from mens section cos can’t stand that women ones have fited ends I just like bagy shorts and a primark shirt my mum gave me cos she bought it without trying on and she regreted it moment she put it on so I took it for wearing around house . I own to much primark . Not cool not cool at all .
It just feels like 1 them days when u just dnt want to leave the house u just hate it all and u feel like ur outfit totaly reflects that so overly black today with a long sleves crop top from outfiters top shop section, a plain spageti strap top from primark, and pencil skirt (?) From matalan, and my horifieing face on top lol with face deamons totaly killing it lol
So as am out and about and left house way too early decided just go around the town see maybe something good in shops. So i happily walk into new look. As much as i like lots of their stuff i hate their changeing rooms svear to god i never feel that chuby and over all discostingly looking as there. So i want try out this dress happy size 6. I take off my shirt and see my self. I honestly wanted to cry. What the hell they ment help look people look good not like f ing monsters lol. I did ended up buying the little dress but now confidnce down the hill. Todays look not doing it for me any more..
Yestrday had go out and about to town etc and it was like proper proper summertime outside the sun and everything and there’s me all in black thinkin is this summery enough look like is it light and cheery lol yeah cheery . As always having troble with this like I wear my clothes tru out the year like just like layering more in winter and less in sumer I’m just simply not a summer person cos every1 sweats and stinks and burns like little muffins on a pan lol its true tho . So hail for winter time lol
Being a goth and a person who burns in the sun like a little cookie lol I work with my skin to make it lovely and extra pail so this is what I do .
1. Cover face with moisturising cream . I use clarins daily energizer cream the age apropriete one so 20+ . Just to keep the face nice and moisturised with all that is going on it
2. When face is dry put some sun screen on I use ether la roche posay anthelios xl 50+ or sun pass spf50 for kids as the kids ones are bit more intence as kids have more sensetive skin .
3. After face drys use consiler stick from 17 extra fair on eyes and extra red areas like spots etc
4. Use urban decay skinc cream to powder foundation in fate. To go over the spots and consiler to blend everything in
5. After that I use loreal true match foundation to go over my cheeks as they usualy are very bright read.
6. To finish it of use star gazer pressed white powder to blend everything on face and neck .
This is how I do it and if u want mor detail there is video up on my youtube chanel I’m darkprincess7896